by Fariah

Gender: Female
Age: 20
Race/ethnicity: Indian
Current location: Ohio
Highest education received: Some college (currently in college)
Occupation: Unemployed
Relationship status: Engaged// Complicated
Religious affiliation: Hindu
How religious are you? Somewhat
Sexual orientation: Heterosexual
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? 1
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? 1

All Night Hookup

How long ago did this hookup happen? 2 weeks ago

How would you best classify this hookup (e.g., one-night stand, fuck-buddies, friends-with-benefits, booty call, sex with an ex, short fling; paid sex…)? Fiancé make-up sex

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? My fiancé of a year, lets just call him (D) for security reasons. hes a tall muslim dark man very well endowed. We’ve had sex once before, i love him.

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? As you know (from part 1) or my first posting , me and (D) vowed to remain celibate until we finally jumped the broom. I caught (D) about 4 weeks ago cheating on a fake site , with women . He later apologized and deleted it but i was too mad! Eventually i went to visit him and in anger slapped him in the face. He held my wrists and forced me on his bed, no planning was involved.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? He got me to submit by shaking me up telling me to “Stop hitting me!”, after our brief battle he held my arms above my head with one hand and with his other he ripped my tank top exposing
my breast. I fought to escape but he put his knee into my thigh as he leaned down and sucked my nipple.

I told him “No” and said “We said we’d wait”, he still persisted climbing on top of me and ripping my clothes further.

He finally slipped me out of my panties and whipped his long black dvck out . It was veiny and stiff, bulging. He spit on his fingers and wiped it over his shaft, he then forced it into my tiny hole over and over again. Pounding me until i succumbed to his wrath, i begged him to go slower.

He eventually pulled out and
Went to the bathroom i’m guessing to “finish” himself off. I felt violated and taken advantage of, it was good because he kept deep stroking.

After that, i got back on my jeans and borrowed a shirt from him and left.

Did you have an orgasm? Did your partner(s)? I Did not, it was not expected because it was so quick. He finished himself off because he felt bad.

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? Did you discuss STI history? We didn’t, he didn’t cum inside of me he did in the bathroom.

What were your REASONS for having this hookup? He wanted make up sex i didnt.

Were alcohol or drugs involved? If so, how much? I was sober, he had alcohol prior.

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it? What are your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? after that he called me and i didnt answer for about a week. I was embarassed and needed time to vent. I eventually answered and called off our engagement , he was depressed and sent me flowers. I accepted him back and hopefully our engagement can go a bit smoother now. I still have love for him, just a bit dissapointed.

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? My mother, she was angry and called him cursing him.

Was this a consensual and/or wanted experience for you? For your partner? Not consensual for me, i felt pressured. He wanted it.

Do you regret this hookup? If so, why? Yes, because it wasn’t supposed to happen.

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? How about the WORST? Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? Best: he was good at it, it felt good but it wasn’t consensual.

Worst: he walked away like a coward, and jacked off in the bathroom.

It has, i want to stay away from sex!!

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Not at all positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? Somewhat negative

Anything else you want to add about this hookup or anything else? Even though we were engaged, it wasn’t fair.

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