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What’s your gender? Man
How old are you? 43
What’s your race/ethnicity? White / Caucasian
What continent do you live on? Australia
Highest education received: Post-graduate degree (eg., MA, MS, PhD, JD, MD)
What’s your current relationship status? Engaged/Married (monogamous)
Religious affiliation: Atheist
What’s your sexual orientation? Bisexual
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? 5 women, no clue how many men
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? 7 I think, u whnfortunately I wrote the pseudonym in different ways: craves-for-semen, craves_for_semen, craving-for semen

Best Blowjob of my Life

How long ago did this hookup happen? 26 years ago when I was 17

What was your relationship status at the time? Single

How would you best classify this hookup? Fuck-buddies / Booty call

How long did you know the person before this hookup? For more than 3 years

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? V. was my best friend since childhood. We grew up together in the same village in Germany. He is a year older than me. When this story happened, he was the average teenage boy. 18 years old, average size, good looking. He was very lucky with the girls and had already had several girlfriends. V. is a very confident person. (He is a surgeon now.) He used to tease me that if I ever had a girlfriend, he would fuck her. He never did, but I believed him.

I was shy, had severe confidence problems and had never had any girlfriend. I was very interested in girls and sex, but never dared to approach anyone. I wanked like a maniac, several times a day. I had lots of crushes on girls in school, but it never led to anything. I was very envious of V.’s success with girls. I think he first had sex when he was 16. My first sexual encounter with a woman was when I was 21.

When I was around 16, I had confided in V. that I am also attracted to men and curious about giving blow jobs. V. already had sexual experience at that time. He still allowed me to give him blowjobs. He just liked to get jerked off this way. I don t really know why V. allowed me to do this, maybe it was because we were so familiar with each other, almost like brothers.

So every now and then, whenever he felt like this, V. would pull down his pants and tell me to get to work. While I was giving head, he would tell me stories about his sexual adventures with girls. I sometimes masturbated when I was sucking V.’s cock. He would laugh out loud whenever his sperm came on my face or into my mouth. I found that quite humiliating when I had to wipe his sperm off me in front of him. But I did not mind that much. I was happy that V. let me work his cock when he had girls that he had sex with.

We obviously never talked about those blowjobs with anyone. It was our secret. We did not even talk much about it with each other. I also never asked him to let me do it, it only happened when he told me he wanted it.

I never really considered those blowjobs to be real sexual activity. I saw it more like friends masturbating together, if that makes sense. I didn’t even consider looking for a boy to have sex with, where the affection would be mutual.

This whole blowjob business went on until I turned 19 and we both left the town we grew up in. We have met since then, but no more blow jobs.

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? This is the story about my best blowjob ever, and I have given a lot of blowjobs in my life. V. did me an incredible favour with this one.

I was 17 and V. was 19 when this story happened. He had a new girlfriend, M. M. was from my year and I had a big crush on her. I was filled with deep green envy. I would wank a lot fantasizing about how they have sex.

One evening, V.’s mother was gone over the weekend and we had his place for ourselves. He invited me over as usual. M. was there, too. We watched videos and drank wine. We all got quite drunk, especially I. They were sometimes making out and I had to pretend that I was really interested in the movie when I was actually trying to get some sneak peeks when V.’s hand got under M.’s T-Shirt, etc. V. knew that I had had a crush on M. and teased me about looking when they were engaged in kissing and making out.

I passed out and slept on the couch instead of going home. I did not even notice that they went to bed and turned off the TV and light for me.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? I woke up in the morning and could hear them. They were obviously fornicating. I could hear M. moaning and shrieking. I could not resist and started to wank. I was incredibly envious. I wished I was V., maybe I also wished I was M. I wished that I could have sex. I blew quite a bit of sperm into my undies.

The moaning died down, then I could hear footsteps on the staircase. I closed my pants. V. entered the room. He did not say a word. I still lay on the couch and he came close to me. He lowered the boxer shorts he was wearing. His penis was still covered with his cum and M.’s pussy juices. I knew they were doing it bareback because V. had told me that she was on the pill.
V. did not have an erection anymore but I eagerly licked his penis. Licked off all the juices, kissed his head and put it into my mouth. I did not get V. to ejaculate again, but it was so fulfilling. I was so happy to have licked a girl’s juices off of V.’s penis. A dream come true. V. just pulled his boxers up and went back to his girlfriend. I got up and went home.

Later that day, I had extensively masturbated over that event, M. was gone and V.’s mother had returned. I called him and asked him if I could come over “so we could do it again” please. He agreed and so I went over to his house again to give him a blowjob until he ejaculated into my mouth. I thanked him for everything and left, some sperm still in my hair.

How sexually satisfying was this hookup? Very

Did you have an orgasm? No, not even close

Did your partner have an orgasm? Yes, multiple

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it the next day? What are/were your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? We never really talked about that shit. V. would still allow me to suck his cock, but not with a girl’s juice on it anymore. We have always treated this dirty secret of ours as a non-issue.

I was pretty happy that V. was so kind to think of me after having fucked his gf while I was sleeping downstairs. True friend.
We have lost sight of each other, our personalities and interests have clashed. We also live in different countries. A bit sad, really. Maybe I will catch up with him one day. Our mothers are still friends.

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? (Check all that apply) None

What were your motives for this hookup? Learning new things, experimenting, Emotional intimacy, closeness, connection, I was feeling lonely, Submission / Relinquishing power

How intoxicated were you? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How intoxicated was your partner? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How wanted was this hookup for you at the time? Very

Did you consent to this hookup at the time? I gave enthusiastic consent

How wanted was this hookup for your partner at the time? I don’t know / I’m not sure

Did your partner(s) consent to this hookup? They gave enthusiastic consent

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? As I said, V. and I have never talked about this whole blowjob mess. It also never came between us and is certainly not a reason why we are not friends anymore.

How would you best summarize people’s reactions about this hookup? I didn’t tell anyone

Did you get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? Very

Did your partner get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? Not at all

Do you regret this hookup? Not at all

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? Licking the juices of a girl I had a crush on off a penis.

What was the WORST thing about this hookup? That I was so horny and unable to find a girlfriend myself. That I was unable to admit to myself that I had homosexual tendencies and should look for gay boys to have sex with.

Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? I think after that blowjob I did realise a bit better how much I enjoyed doing this. This is why I had called V. asking to allow it again that evening. Still I wanted a girlfriend and I rejected the idea that I should be gay. I had very confused views on this matter. Sometimes I even thought that I should be happy that I was allowed to lick someone’s dick who was able to stick it into girls while I was not and could only listen to my friends’ tales of horny adventures.

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Very positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? A little negative

What are your thoughts on casual sex more generally, the role it has played in your life, and/or its role in society? What would you like to see changed in that regard? I have had my fair share of casual sex in the past. Mostly with men. But I did have 3 casual sex encounters with women. One of them became my wife. So I managed to overcome my shyness. I am also cool with being bisexual now.

I think casual sex is great, but people should be clear about their feelings.

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