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What’s your gender? Woman
How old are you? 27
What’s your race/ethnicity? White / Caucasian
What continent do you live on? North America
What country and/or city do you live in? SoCal
Highest education received: High school diploma
What’s your occupation? model/actress/slut
What’s your current relationship status? Dating casually
Religious affiliation: Agnostic
How religious are you? Not at all
What’s your sexual orientation? Mostly gay/lesbian
Any other term(s) that describe your sexuality or sexual identity? 100% preference for women romantically, Amost never attracted to men or interested in sex with them.
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? 50+
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? several

Casting Couch, Sugar Baby Slut

How long ago did this hookup happen? One month

What was your relationship status at the time? Same as current status

How would you best classify this hookup? Sex for material gain

How long did you know the person before this hookup? For less than 6 months

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? He is a fifty something director that I met several months ago auditioning for a TV series he is a fixture with. I didn’t get the part. (I haven’t got anything except a couple of commercials in the last year.) He’s good looking, married, and has a good reputation in the business. I didn’t think much about him at all before we got involved. I did see the usual looks in the casting office from him and others, I mean the I-want-to-fuck you looks, but I’m used to that interaction. It usually means nothing.

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? He called me to explain I didn’t get the part. I knew something was up because directors don’t do that. He asked me for a drink and I said okay since I thought something worthwhile might come from it. I have never fucked a producer, casting director, agent etc.,, except one friend I used to see on an FWB basis…I fucked her husband as part of a threesome, and that did result in a couple of parts a few years ago. I’m pretty sure that my inhibitions about that have been costly in terms of my career, and now it’s probably too late since I’m not a young fuck doll anymore, although for sure I’m still pretty hot. But I don’t like fucking men so I didn’t want to. So I have drinks with this guy and essentially he propositions me and I’m thinking I can blow him off or not…but I haven’t had a gig in forever, something might come of it…so I say well, I’m not that kind of girl blah blah, and he says he understands, it’s just that he is into me, intelligence + beauty wow, so unusual…and he has to be candid he’s never wanted a woman like me, and that he wants me. So I say okay.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? We met at a hotel and I had already decided to give him a fuck he would remember. He was like the fourth or fifth guy I had ever let penetrate me. I let him do it without a condom. I know how to kiss, obviously, and actually I enjoy sucking cock (I just don’t like what the cock is attached to, usually). I took charge, sucked him, gave him a hand job, and rode him. He came inside me and then I got myself off while telling him to watch. I certainly wasn’t going to pretend to climax from his shitty oral. He got hard again which surprised me and I told him to fuck me anally, which he did, and he came in me. I’m an actress and got the part, so weirdly it wasn’t horrible for me. After he kept talking about my sexual nature and how he liked my red landing strip etc. I played him a little at that point saying how good he was and I enjoyed it. I acted like it was the most natural thing in the world to fuck him and I said I didn’t really know if he would be a good fuck and I certainly did not see guys a second time who weren’t good fucks and even then maybe not but it was very cool, a lovely surprise. We chitchatted including the usual small talk, like “Oh, you like girls, really…have you ever done a twosome etc etc.” He was puffed about about his work and so on and I let that ride.

How sexually satisfying was this hookup? A little

Did you have an orgasm? No, not even close

Did your partner have an orgasm? Yes, multiple

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it the next day? What are/were your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? I felt dirty and disgusted with myself for fucking a guy. I had zero expectations. But he did call me again and I was candid I told him it had been great, I had a career, I was probably moving to NY, things were dry in LA, I would have a fuck afternoon with him once more and that was it. He suggested we go to a restaurant first and then half way through the meal told him I was hot for him and to meet me in the restroom, which he did and I had him fuck me there. It blew his mind. We did go to the hotel, though, and I gave him a super sensuous blowjob and massage pretending (after the cock sucking) the skin I was touching was a chick. Then he popped the question…said I should stay in town, I could still have a career, and why didn’t he pay my rent…that led to a negotiation and in the end he agreed to give me $8K a month until “I was on my feet.” The first $8K went into my account a couple of weeks ago. So I am seeing him.

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? (Check all that apply) None

What were your motives for this hookup? Power / Dominance, Material rewards (gifts, money, drinks, dinner…), Boredom

How intoxicated were you? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How intoxicated was your partner? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How wanted was this hookup for you at the time? Somewhat

Did you consent to this hookup at the time? I gave enthusiastic consent

How wanted was this hookup for your partner at the time? Very

Did your partner(s) consent to this hookup? They gave enthusiastic consent

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? No, I didn’t talk to anyone. I’m dating a young chick, very young, just 19, and no way she would be okay with it.

How would you best summarize people’s reactions about this hookup? I didn’t tell anyone

Did you get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? Not at all

Did your partner get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? Not at all

Do you regret this hookup? A little bit

Why do you regret this hookup? Being a slut. Fucking a guy for money. Feeling dirty after I see him. Not enjoying sex with my girlfriend as much. Seeing I am on the long slope downhill.

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? Having rent paid and $5K in my account.

What was the WORST thing about this hookup? Fucking a guy. Fucking a guy a don’t really like. Feeling like a dirty slut. Knowing what will happen next is probably no parts, then he’ll get tired of me, and I’ll end up an under the radar high priced prostitute or get attached to another sugar daddy. I’m getting normalized with fucking a guy and I don’t like it. I think about women and I feel like crying.

Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? Oh yeah. Pride is gone. My looks, and I am so fucking hot you would drool, at least I used to be, turn out to be good for one thing: getting money if I let some jerk fuck the shit out of me once or twice a week.

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Not at all positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? Very negative

Anything else you want to add about this hookup? For the first time in my life I feel depression. I hardly want to get up in the morning sometimes.

What are your thoughts on casual sex more generally, the role it has played in your life, and/or its role in society? What would you like to see changed in that regard? I always pretended I was in charge of my life, fucking who I wanted, having a career…I’m really smart as a matter of fact…and now I get it that I’m just a pair of tits that haven’;t sagged yet.

What do you think about the Casual Sex Project? Cool.

You have a hookup story to share? Submit it here!

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