by Sameer

Gender: Male
Age: 27
Race/ethnicity: Indian
Current location: India
Highest education received: Post-graduate degree (currently pursuing)
Occupation: Engineer
Relationship status: Single
Religious affiliation: Hindu
How religious are you? A little
Sexual orientation: Heterosexual
Any other term(s) that describe your sexual orientation/sexuality better/best? Relationships
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? 3
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? None

A Hookup That I Regretted

How long ago did this hookup happen? 10 years ago

How would you best classify this hookup (e.g., one-night stand, fuck-buddies, friends-with-benefits, booty call, sex with an ex, short fling; paid sex…)? One night stand

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? Me and my cousins have always been close. She is one year older than me. The hook up happen when her parents had a big fight. She, her brothers and her mom came to my house for the night. She was pretty shaken up. She slept in my room. When i went in to take some clothes, i saw her sitting down and crying. I decided to comfort her. I brought up about 3 shots of whiskey. In fact we were both in a bad place at that time. I was going througnt a breakup while she was trying to get hold of herself.

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? The hook up wasnt pla nned at all. It happen in my bedroom She was high and  i was feeling horny. After talking with her for about 2 hours, we had sex. She had a thin body. Fair complexion, small breast and round ass.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? I made the first move by kissing her. She was shocked but then she continue kissing me. Then she took of my t shirt and started kissing my body. I grabbed her ass and pull down her pants. I took off her blouse and started sucking her small boobs. She had small but long nipples. She was a little hesitant but i guess she got turned on. While i was playing with her boobs, she was stroking my penis.  We then proceeded to have hot sex. We tried many positions. We did viginal, oral and anal sex. As usual, anal was the best. She hated it, but for some reason she was willing to let me have anal. She admit she was in pain and she hated it. She said i was very rough when we were having anal. It was hot and awesome but after effect of the hookup wasnt.

Did you have an orgasm? Did your partner(s)? We both had orgasm, suprisingly. I dont mean to brag but i manage to give her multiple orgasm( it was a all nighter, what else can you expect).

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? Did you discuss STI history? Well,She always have taken birth control pills to control pimples on her face. As for STI, i was quite certian that she had none since she never had sex before.

What were your REASONS for having this hookup? I guess because I was feeling down and maybe because i was a complete asshole. I am not too sure.

Were alcohol or drugs involved? If so, how much? A few shots of whiskey

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it? What are your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? We felt bad. The next day we had a small talk before we decided it was best for us to not talk about what happen. We did not speak to each other for a while. It took us almost 3 years to be ” friends” agian. Now we are in good terms but things get really awkward between us when someone mentions sex or anything sexual that is implied.

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? Nobody

Was this a consensual and/or wanted experience for you? For your partner? It was an unwanted experience. Although i did have alot of fun having sex with her

Do you regret this hookup? If so, why? Yes, she is my cousin for Gods sake. This is a sin on my head. I dont know why i did it in the first place

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? How about the WORST? Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? The best part of the hookup is that I has great sex and enjoyed my cousins body.

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? A little positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? Very negative

Anything else you want to add about this hookup or anything else? It was hot!

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