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What’s your gender? Man
How old are you? 25
What’s your race/ethnicity? Middle Eastern
What continent do you live on? North America
What country and/or city do you live in? United States
Highest education received: College degree (eg., BA, BS)
What’s your occupation? Scientist
What’s your current relationship status? Single
Religious affiliation: Agnostic
How religious are you? Not at all
What’s your sexual orientation? Bisexual
Any other term(s) that describe your sexuality or sexual identity? Heteroromantic, bi, versatile, switch
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? Sooo many
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? 4: “my first dick” “my first threesome and getting slammed in the parking lot” “jack off session turns anal” “public blowjob”

Cheating With My Big Dick Neighbor

How long ago did this hookup happen? Last year

What was your relationship status at the time? In a relationship (monogamous)

How would you best classify this hookup? Fuck-buddies / Booty call

How long did you know the person before this hookup? Just met that day

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? My partner was tall, lean and fit. African American and had the biggest dick I have ever seen. Foreskin and all. I had just moved in and met him on grindr and he was just a few apartment building down the road from me. He was so hot and I was so horny.

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? I was in a long distance relationship at the time. My gf and I used to have sex a lot, at least 2-3 times every day when we were together. Since I left however she wouldn’t do sexy stuff with me over the phone. Turns out she was planning to cheat on me anyway and I already had on her… well I was horny so I met this guy and we decided to meet up. I went up to his apartment and he was watching some movie.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? We started making out and it was super hot. I kinda acted like he was my gf at first because she was the last person I had been with and I missed the passionate love making. I got on top of him and I kinda felt like fucking him as if he was her but I started to feel super guilty about it. I started to suck his dick and it was phenomenal. One of the most beautiful cocks I have ever seen. I still felt guilty though so I couldn’t bring myself to penetrate him. So without a word he flipped me around and started fucking my ass. His dick was so huge it was hard to fit inside me but he made it work and fucked me raw without a condom. I watched him fucking me from the mirror in his room. His Dick was great but he’s not the best lover. Very robotic and emotionless. After he came in my ass I left and texted him that it was a mistake. I cried and cried and wanted to die. I felt horrible for cheating on my girlfriend and not having her with me.

How sexually satisfying was this hookup? Very

Did you have an orgasm? No, not even close

Did your partner have an orgasm? Yes, one

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it the next day? What are/were your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? I felt terrible. After my gf and I broke up we have kept hooking up on occasion, I’ve made the effort to hang out and talk with him over drinks and stuff, every time he usually waits til I fall asleep and then starts making me suck his dick and always fucks my ass if he can fit it inside. The second time we hooked up he kinda raped me because I told him no but he did it anyway. He’s kinda cold and kisses me less and less each time although last time he massages me while I sucked his dick. He seems smart he’s just a bit strange so idk wtf is up.

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? (Check all that apply) None

What were your motives for this hookup? Fun, pleasure, horniness, Attraction to partner(s), Hoping or expecting it would lead to something more, Intoxication, To feel better about myself, To feel more desirable, To feel more confident, To cheer myself up, I was feeling lonely, Submission / Relinquishing power, Making new friends, Didn’t want to disappoint my partner, Boredom, Just happened, I don’t know why, just went along with it, It was easy / convenient, I didn’t want it but was unable to stop it

How intoxicated were you? Drunk/high but not wasted

What substances did you consume? Alcohol

How intoxicated was your partner? Drunk/high but not wasted

What substances did your partner(s) consume? Alcohol

How wanted was this hookup for you at the time? Somewhat

Did you consent to this hookup at the time? I don’t know / I’m not sure

How wanted was this hookup for your partner at the time? I don’t know / I’m not sure

Did your partner(s) consent to this hookup? They gave enthusiastic consent

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? I have never told anyone

How would you best summarize people’s reactions about this hookup? I didn’t tell anyone

Did you get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? Very

Did your partner get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? I don’t know / I’m not sure

Do you regret this hookup? Somewhat

Why do you regret this hookup? Because it really hurt me

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? His dick. I love his dick a lot. He also has a sexy body and I like cuddling with him and how dominant he is with what he wants me to do for him

What was the WORST thing about this hookup? He’s kinda just a dick. He reminds me of my dick ex gf tbh

Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? Yeaaab gotta be in the right state of mind

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? A little positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? Fairly negative

What do you think about the Casual Sex Project? I love it

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