by Franky

Gender: Male
Age: 26
Race/ethnicity: Latino
Location: Colorado
Highest education received: Post-graduate degree (currently pursuing)
Occupation: Student
Relationship status: Single
Religious affiliation: None
How religious are you? Not at all
Sexual orientation: Gay/Lesbian
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? Well if we’re including oral… no comment.
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? 0

Closeted Massage

How long ago did this hookup happen? Two Months

How would you best classify this hookup? Friends-with-benefits

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? Massage bud had posted online looking for a free full body massage. He had recently got back into lifting after recovering from a lower back injury and wanting someone to provide regular massages to ease his pain/tension. Having a few years experience in massage (though not licensed), I responded hoping to touch some nice muscles. We talked back and forth before deciding I would go to his place.

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? This was an anonymous hookup with an athletic white guy with dark hair and blue eyes. We met online and I was extremely attracted to his photos.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? Did you have an orgasm? Did your partner(s)? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? When I arrived as massage buds apartment, he quickly directed me to the guest bedroom and said we had to be quite because his girlfriend was home. Not being phased by this ball from left field, I went along with it. Then things got weird. Massage bud began to clean out the closet of the guest bedroom, assuring me it would be safer in case anyone walked in. Curious to see where this would lead, I complied, grabbed my massage oils, and hopped into the closet (literal, not metaphorical). As massage bud stripped he asked that I get naked as well for his comfort and to ensure I would not be taking any photos with my phone. Once we were nude and settled, I began to rub him down. He mentioned quickly that he usually falls asleep when getting massaged, and may be difficult to wake. Sure enough, massage bud passed out as I rubbed my hands into his muscles. When I finished his back, I attempted to “wake” him and got him to flip over so I could massage his chest, arms, and legs. Again, massage bud fell asleep. Being intrigued by the fact that we were both naked, I worked massage bud’s thighs until his erection was full. That’s when the happy ending started and massage bud aroused to a state in which he pretended to sleep talk to me as if I was his girlfriend. As I massaged his cock, he massaged mine until we both orgasmed on his stomach. Immediately after ejaculating, massage bud “passed out” again. I sat there in disbelief for a few minutes before attempting to awake him again. Once conscious, massage bud apologized for falling asleep and for getting so sweaty. After cleaning up and reassembling the closet, I was escorted out and told to hit him up so we can swap massages.

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? Did you discuss STI history? None were taken and STIs were not discussed.

What were your REASONS for having this hookup? The situation turned out to be odder and more sexual than I had anticipated, so I went with it.

Were alcohol or drugs involved? If so, how much? None

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it? What are your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? I felt that it was the weirdest sexual interaction I have ever had. Though it was hot, I had a hard time believing massage bud had a girlfriend or even fell asleep during the massage. I had so many questions about his honesty, either to me or his supposed girlfriend, and especially about his proclaimed heterosexual orientation. I would be interested in receiving a massage from massage bud, but there never seems to be a time that’s convenient for both of us, suggesting he is no longer interested.

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? Only told one of my gay friends, who thought it was kinky and messed up.

Was this a consensual and/or wanted experience for you? For your partner? Definitely for me.
Massage bud got the massage he was seeking, and the sexual interaction he hinted at with his actions.

Do you regret this hookup? If so, why? Not at all.

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? How about the WORST? Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? The best and worst is how strangely the string of events unfolded. I enjoyed it for what it was, but didn’t like the secrecy of everything.

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Fairly positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? A little negative

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