Current location: Florida
Highest education received: High school diploma
Occupation: Gymnast & Dancer
Relationship status: Single
Religious affiliation: None
How religious are you? Not at all
Sexual orientation: Bisexual
Any other term(s) that describe your sexual orientation/sexuality better/best? Nymphomaniac
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? 40-70
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? 0
How long ago did this hookup happen? 2 years ago
How would you best classify this hookup (e.g., one-night stand, fuck-buddies, friends-with-benefits, booty call, sex with an ex, short fling; paid sex…)? Cheating, Cruelty, Set-Up
Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? I met both of the guys I would sleep with at a party, about a week before the incident. I was still in High School at the time, but these two guys were both in college and in their mid or early 20’s. They weren’t aware that I was 16 years old at the time, and they probably wouldn’t have cared if I had told them. I had never met them before the night of the party, but I knew that they would be perfect for something I was planning on doing. They were both tall, muscular, athletic, and fun. They were both very happy to have my attention.
How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? The hookup began with a plan I came up with to break up with my boyfriend at the time. He was very much in love with me, and very attached to me, and we had been together for about 8 months. In High School, I was a huge attention whore, sadistic, narcissistic, and I loved breaking as many guy’s hearts as I could. The thought of hurting a guy’s feelings and still being the center of his attention was always thrilling, and I never had any remorse about it because I saw myself as a princess who deserved whatever she wanted, and what I wanted was to be wanted, desired, popular, spoiled, stuck-up and cruel. That’s exactly what I got.
The plan came to life when I met these two guys at the party, captivated them with my long blonde hair, and petite, fit body…then talked them into meeting me at my house the next day for sex. I told them to bring condoms, ecstasy pills, and vodka. They were more than happy to agree. I also told them a lie: I told them that my ex-boyfriend was stalking me, and that he may randomly show up unannounced. I told them that he was physically abusive, that he was harassing me, and that I was very scared of him. I made them promise me that if he showed up, that they would beat him so badly that he would never bother me again. All of this was a lie, but they were both more than happy to agree to defending me from a guy who was totally harmless.
What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? Before the guys from the party arrived, I called my boyfriend and told him to come to my house that night, and that there would be a surprise for him. I told him I loved him, and that I missed him. He couldn’t wait to get here so that he could finally feel the love from me that he had been longing for. The emotions from me were all fake, and in reality I couldn’t wait to see him cry and forget about him. I told him that the door would be unlocked, and that he should just walk in.
The guys showed up as fast as they could get here, and they brought everything I asked for. I quickly crushed up two pills, and started taking shot after shot of vodka while we all undressed. I told them that I wanted them both at the same time, and I put one in my mouth while the other pounded my pussy right on my living room floor. The sex was totally exhilarating, and I couldn’t wait for it to get better. My boyfriend walked in after we all had began, and I started moaning and screaming in total bliss as I saw him walking up. When he realized what he had walked in on, he looked very shocked, but that shock eventually turned into deep sadness. He began crying, and yelling at me through his pathetic tears. By this point, the guys had stopped banging my brains out, and began getting dressed while telling my boyfriend that they were about to kick his ass.
Did you have an orgasm? Did your partner(s)? When I saw the look in his face, I knew that his heart was shattered, and this gave me the most intense satisfaction. When the guys got up to punish him for showing up, I was yelling at him, telling him how much I hated him and how pathetic he was. I couldn’t help but enjoy every second of him crying over me in extreme misery and confusion, and watching him get beaten mercilessly in front of me was the most intense feeling of power I had ever felt. The guys beat him to the ground, knocked him unconscious, and had his face totally bloody and the rest of his body severely bruised. While he was knocked out, I told the guys to get back to sex, because I wanted him to regain consciousness and have to watch me getting banged by two guys again. One guy had finished in me, and I dumped the used condom on him. The other guy had finished in my mouth, so I spit his cum in my boyfriend’s face. I felt powerful, dirty, cruel and satisfied. I had to keep having sex to tame my overwhelming stimulation. Eventually, my boyfriend got up and walked away, looking confused, heartbroken, pathetic, and beat-up. I loved everything about it.
What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? Did you discuss STI history? Condoms were used.
What were your REASONS for having this hookup? I wanted to break up with my boyfriend, and I wanted it to be as humiliating and painful for him as possible. I wanted to know that he would never forget me, that I would always be in his memory, even though he meant absolutely nothing to me. I also loved to feel like a princess, and to know that I could destroy somebody if I wanted to.
Were alcohol or drugs involved? If so, how much? Yes, during the hookup and at the party. During the incident, being on drugs and on vodka made everything more intense. Also, my boyfriend hated drugs and alcohol, so I wanted him to have to deal with that too.
What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it? What are your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? The two guys called me almost everyday after the hookup, but I never answered. I was done with them, and I got what I wanted. My boyfriend never contacted me again, but I was told that I was all he talked about, and that he was still very shocked and upset. I don’t regret doing it, but I won’t do it again. I’m not the same person I was in High School, and I’m much more rational with relationships. I still have no empathy for my boyfriend’s suffering, but I don’t really feel empathy about anything.
To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? It’s been a pretty tight secret.
Was this a consensual and/or wanted experience for you? For your partner? It was consensual for the three of us, but my boyfriend was forced into it.
Do you regret this hookup? If so, why? No regrets, but I’ve changed my perspective. I would still rather put him through the same experience than apologize to him, though.
What was the BEST thing about this hookup? How about the WORST? Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? The best thing was the way I felt afterwards, the worst thing about it was that I wasted 8 months of my life with the guy I had cheated on in the first place.
All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Very positive
All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? Somewhat negative
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