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What’s your gender? Man
How old are you? 29
What’s your race/ethnicity? Hispanic / Latino
What continent do you live on? North America
What country and/or city do you live in? Delaware
Highest education received: College degree (eg., BA, BS)
What’s your current relationship status? In a serious relationship (monogamous)
Religious affiliation: Christian
How religious are you? A little
What’s your sexual orientation? Heterosexual
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? 39

First Blowjob

How long ago did this hookup happen? 2.5 years ago

What was your relationship status at the time? Engaged/Married (monogamous)

How would you best classify this hookup? One-night stand

How long did you know the person before this hookup? Just met that day

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? I met this guy on Craigslist and he was 19 years old. We were super nervous emailing each other about our fantasies. We met in a parking lot at night. I felt really nervous, excited, guilty because I was cheating on my fiance. But I really wanted this experience.

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? I emailed him in Craigslist, been wanting to experiment. We planned it for around 8:30 that night. He hopped in my car. All I remember now are his blue gym shorts and his fresh smell since he just took a shower.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end?

We both felt extremely nervous and guilty for an experiment into with homosexuality. I could tell that he was finding “morality” as I was since I was engaged. He was very still, and didn’t look me in the eyes. So when he sat in the car, I drove to behind a supermarket. There I paused for a second, touched his cock through his pants and immediately it started getting rock hard. Something in me wanted to pull it out and I did. Beautiful white cock with a regular amount of pubic hair which made it very attractive. Knowing that he is a guy who barely man scapes since he is new to sex. As soon as he was started to pull back, I wrapped my mouth around he cock and he let out a moan. He couldn’t resist and spread his legs. He was finally satisfying that lustful feeling and to hell with morality. I couldn’t believe I had an inner slut in me. I looked at him and kept slapping my face with his cock. He couldn’t believe how hard he got. He ended up cumming down my throat. I just remembered his manhood twitching in my mouth as his body relaxed coming to terms with what just happened.

How sexually satisfying was this hookup? Very

Did you have an orgasm? No, but I was close

Did your partner have an orgasm? Yes, one

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it the next day? What are/were your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? Sexually it was everything I was expecting. Even more, I didn’t think I like a cock or find a cock so exciting. He put his cock back, said thanks and with the most guilty face dressed. I enjoyed the fact that he gave in to his lusty needs and that forever he would remember that night. He left my car, and as he walked away I could tell he was satisfied and now questioning if he was gay or not. I went back home kissed my ex-fiance. I did feel guilty for the next couple days, but now I felt like I understood her more and her view on cock sucking.

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? (Check all that apply) None, No penetrative sex happened

What were your motives for this hookup? Fun, pleasure, horniness, Learning new things, experimenting, Revenge / Getting even, Boredom

How intoxicated were you? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How intoxicated was your partner? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How wanted was this hookup for you at the time? Very

Did you consent to this hookup at the time? I gave enthusiastic consent

How wanted was this hookup for your partner at the time? Very

Did your partner(s) consent to this hookup? They gave enthusiastic consent

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? Nobody knows about this hook-up. I feel nobody would understand.

How would you best summarize people’s reactions about this hookup? I didn’t tell anyone

Did you get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? A little bit

Did your partner get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? I don’t know / I’m not sure

Do you regret this hookup? Not at all

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? His beautiful cock and seeing how his list took control over him and how he gave in.

What was the WORST thing about this hookup? Being in a car.

Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? Yes! I always thought sexuality was a clear line, but it was very exciting being able to participate in homosexual acts without being gay.

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Fairly positive

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