by Ray

Gender: Female
Age: 23
Race/ethnicity: Chinese
Current location: WA
Highest education received: College degree (eg., BA, BS)
Occupation: Designer
Relationship status: On break
Religious affiliation: buddhist
How religious are you? Very
Sexual orientation: Heterosexual
Any other term(s) that describe your sexual orientation/sexuality better/best? Inexperienced but curious
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? 4
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? 0

Forced Sex with a Married Man

How long ago did this hookup happen? 2 days ago

How would you best classify this hookup? Fuck Buddies

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? Guatemalan. Nice eyes. Very overweight. About 6″. 

Met him online, he messaged me. He claims to want to make friends but looking for lovers. He is in a married but open relationship with his wife. He claims he is sleeping with 3 other girls at the time he was pursuing me. What got me interested is his skills in sex. I never had an orgasm before. I was raised in a very conservative environment, always thinking that sex is a sin. When talking to him, it seems that he is going to help me heal from that mentality and train me to take pleasure without guilt. We were sexting for 3 nights, including a phone call where he came while I was touching my pussy. While at work he would send me dirty text and keep me wet all day. My pussy was dripping wet that I could smell it sometimes. I had to go clean up in the bathroom otherwise it will continue to drip. At this time my fantasy began to be raging in me. The thought that I could have sex with a married man who will treat and train me like a doll turns me on greatly. The thought of seeing myself being used, dirty and shameful just made me even wetter. I considered going places without panties on.

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? We decided to meet after my BF and I ran into many conflicts and decided to take a break. I was allowed to see other people. I was sexually curious and I want to try satisfying my body. He booked the hotel. We met at a park and ride and then drove to the hotel.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? He laid in bed sideways and I laid on my stomach. I was very nervous as he is very big and dominating, and he assured me we won’t have to do anything that I’m uncomfortable with. We had some chats about history, culture and other topics. He doesn’t listen well as he is only doing it to distract me. While he ask me question, I would try to answer him in details. I was wearing a skirt with no panties now. He was rubbing my ass, slid his hand under my skirt and start rubbing my pussy slowly. I was distracted and couldn’t finish my sentences. If I stop talking, he would stop rubbing and say “what’s the matter?”. Then I would try to talk again and this time he was rubbing my clit very hard. I can feel his big hand on my crotch. I was still laying on my stomach, overtaken and moaning helplessly. He continued for a while. Then he got off the bed and pulled one of my legs to him, turned me around, spread my legs and I was completely exposed to him. He started eating me. He liked my pussy and ass. I was moaning. He ordered me to take my shirt off. I did not comply and he ordered again. I was completely naked. Then he got naked as well and we started having missionary. I did not care much for this position as i was very uncomfortable.

The next thing we did was doggy style. He shoved himself in me… I was still nervous but starting to enjoy it. I moaned and he grabbed my boobs and squeeze them. He moved me by the side of the bed where there is a mirror. He commanded me to looked at myself while there is a dick going in and out of me. I was embarassed and he made me turn my head sideways so I could watch myself being pounded. My expression was flawless, I was enjoying myself. I was moaning, my boobs were bouncing. He grab my shoulder and neck and pull me closer to him as he kept pounding. he came.

We did another round in a different room, a lot brighter with more mirror. I love looking at myself like a dirty girl, having my pussy eat a married man’s dick, taking it like a whore that I am. We opened a window and he positioned me to face the window. The street were busy with cars but not pedestrian. He was exposing me to the cars passing by. His dick still pounding me inside. I can feel his dick rubbing me on the inside. It feels so good, and I was still hungry. But we had to go since his wife is waiting

Did you have an orgasm? Did your partner(s)? He came, I did not.

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? Did you discuss STI history? condom. He said he is clean.

What were your REASONS for having this hookup? sexual curiosity

Were alcohol or drugs involved? If so, how much? no

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? no one

Was this a consensual and/or wanted experience for you? For your partner? consensual

Do you regret this hookup? If so, why? no

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? How about the WORST? Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? forced sex can be good. I am still shy to be open about this.

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Somewhat positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? Somewhat negative

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