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What’s your gender? Woman
How old are you? 17
What’s your race/ethnicity? Mixed / Multiracial
What continent do you live on? North America
What country and/or city do you live in? United States
Highest education received: Not graduated from high-school
What’s your current relationship status? Single
Religious affiliation: Christian
How religious are you? A little
What’s your sexual orientation? Heterosexual
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? 1
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? 0

Fucking My Therapist

How long ago did this hookup happen? Three weeks ago

What was your relationship status at the time? Single

How would you best classify this hookup? Short fling

How long did you know the person before this hookup? For less than 6 months

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? He’s 28 and he’s our family therapist. We had never hooked up before, but I had wanted to fuck him since the first time we met.

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? We were supposed to have a one on one session that day, where we go out somewhere to talk privately. There was no planning involved, it sort of just happened because he kept rubbing my thigh while we were in his car, and I let him keep going because it felt so good and I wanted him.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? The drive was silent, and when we got there, we sat there in car for a moment or two, staring out at the lake before he looked over at me.

“So what’s the deal?”

“With what?”

“With you. Your mom told me you’ve been having some problems, and I’ve noticed you’re not as open or receptive to our meetings anymore. You’re sort of isolating yourself while you’re still in the room, and you won’t look me in the eye when you talk. It’s my job to make sure you’re okay.”

If only he knew…

“Yeah, no, I’m fine. I’m really sorry I wasted your time, because I’m really fine.”

“No, you’re not.” He moved his hand from his lap to my face, tilting my chin towards him. “I just can’t read you sometimes,” he said, before dropping his hand. It’s a good thing he stopped when he did, because I might’ve kissed him.

I must have spoken too soon, because next thing I knew, his hand was back on my thigh. He had turned to face the windshield again, but he seemed to be absentmindedly stroking my thigh with his thumb. I tried not to show it, but god, did that feel good. I guess because I didn’t say anything, he took that as a sign for him to keep going. He slipped his thumb into one of the tears of my distressed jeans, and continued with the same motions he was using before. By this point, I was so wet I thought that maybe some rain was getting in the car.

O. M. G. I’m gonna fuck this guy. He wants to fuck me!

He took his thumb out, and moved his entire hand to my inner thigh, where it felt like fire through my pants.

I can’t take this shit anymore. He knows, I know. Why the fuck are we doing this?

Then, I did something I never thought I’d do— I made the first move.

In a second, our lips were together, moving in blissful unison. He kept his hand on my leg, as he used his free hand to grab the back of my head. I used both my hands to run through his perfectly brushed hair. I couldn’t help but think about how soft it was. Next thing I knew, I felt his tongue on my lips and immediately granted him entrance. He moved his hand from my thigh to my crotch. He was driving me crazy, and he knew it.

Without thinking, I started to undo his vest and pull it off of him. It was only then I realized I didn’t even bring a jacket. Our faces parted when he moved back to finish taking his vest off. As he leaned back in to kiss me, I felt his soft hands on my back, undoing my bra.

When he pulled my bra out of my shirt, he looked down at it and stroked the lace between his fingers, before the look in his eyes changed from lust to a pure hunger for my body.

He aggressively pulled my shirt over my head, and quickly pulled down my pants after I kicked off my heels. When all I was wearing was my underwear, I slipped his shirt off, and started unbuckling his belt. I got his pants down halfway, when I finally saw his bulge. I was so hot and bothered, I couldn’t contain myself and pulled it out of his boxers. I didn’t have time to stare at it, because I just wanted it in my mouth.

I rubbed it up and down a few times before slowly wrapping my tongue around the head of his 6” dick.

“Fuck,” he groaned, putting his hand on my head. “Wait, no, stop.” He moved his hand to my back, as I sat up.

“Did I do something wrong?” I had forgotten about being nervous until now.

“No, I just-” he looked me up and down. “Fuck. You’re so gorgeous. Come here.” This time when he kissed me, it was slower than before, and a lot more gentle. “I can’t control myself around you, Avery. Every time I see you, I can’t help but get a boner. The first time I saw you, I was stunned. I knew it was wrong, but I wanted to get in your pants so bad it was scary.”

“I look at you, and want to feel your skin against me. I want to run my fingers through your hair, and kiss you until you’re shaking. I want to see how beautiful you are naked, and see how your eyes look in the sunlight. I feel so many conflicting emotions because I want to do innocent things with you, but at the same time I want to do the dirtiest things I can think of. And even now with you in front of me, I still don’t know what to do. On the one hand, I want to make love to you for hours, slowly and as gently as possible. But on the other hand, I want to hear you scream as I fuck you until we pass out.”

“Knowing that you’re so young, I wanna treat you right, but that means suppressing the other feelings I have for you, which is so hard for me to do. God, I must sound like a loser.”

Hearing all of this made my head spin. No one ever had a crush on, or even liked me back, and this man was confessing his love for me. I couldn’t stand the thought of missing out on this opportunity.

Looking straight in his eyes, I said what I had wanted to say to him since the first time we met. “Fuck me.”

Without even saying anything, he lifted me up, and sat me on top of him. Before wrapping my legs around his waist, I pulled off my underwear.

“Should I get a condom?”

“How good are you at pulling out?” He gave me a devilish smirk in response, and kissed me. I know it doesn’t actually make a difference, but I wanted to feel his raw skin inside of me.

“Okay,” he said repositioning himself. “Are you ready?”

“Mhm,” I answered, biting down on my lip.

I lifted myself up, as he aligned his cock with my entrance. Then, before I knew it, he smashed my hips down onto him, so that he was all the way inside me.

“FUCK!” I couldn’t help it.

“I’m not holding anything back,” he whispered, his voice soft, but dripping with lust. “You told me to fuck you, so I’m gonna fuck you. However I want.”

I had never seen him so commanding and it turned me on even more than I thought was possible.

He held my hips down, hard but not hurting me, and began to pump in and out of me. He started slow, but gradually became faster with each thrust. At this point, I couldn’t tell which was louder— us, or the rain?

He looped his arms around my back, so that he was pulling on my shoulders, holding me down onto him. I threw my own arms around his neck, and moaned into him as our tangled bodies clashed.

“Fuck, Avery. Ohh, fuck.” The sound coming out of his mouth combined with the look on his face made me want him even more. When he moaned, it was deep and raspy, and it quickly became one of my favorite sounds. It felt like the world around us came to a stop, and the only thing happening was his flesh pounding mine.

“Oh my god. Don’t stop, Connor. Connor, oh my god. Fuck, fuck, fuck.” For the last three “fucks” I put on my best “porn girl” voice. It must have worked, because he started going even harder, until he suddenly stopped.

“Get in the back,” he said, breathing heavily.

I did as I was told, and hopped into the backseat of his car. Before he climbed on top of me, he lifted up my legs to lay his vest underneath me.

“Don’t wanna make a mess.”

Fine by me.

Now he was the one on top, and he quickly picked up where he left off. With my legs around his waist again, he held my body in place, as he pounded into me over and over and over, each one harder than the last. All I could do was moan in ecstasy, as I felt him pulsing inside of me.

He leaned down so his forehead was centimeters away from mine, our breaths heavy and labored. He bent down even lower, so that he could take one of my breasts into his mouth. As he sucked on it, I felt myself getting closer to orgasm. He let go of my stomach, and almost completely laid on top of me, wrapping his arms around mine, holding on for dear life. He slowed his pace a little bit, until he got his momentum back, thrusting into me like a dog— hard and fast.

“Fuck, Avery. I fucking love you. I’m gonna cum,” he growled into my ear.

Hearing his horny voice laced with gold, made me ready to cum too.

“M-me too. Oh my god, Connor, fuck, fuck, fuck!”

“I want to cum inside you, Avery. Please, can I do that?”

At this point I wasn’t thinking straight anymore.

“Yes! Whatever you want! Fuck, Connor!”

And before I knew it, load after load of his cum was shooting into me, causing my own tsunami of an orgasm, both of our cum crashing together and spilling out of me.

We laid there for a few minutes, with his penis still throbbing and twitching inside of me, until he got up.

“We should probably head back now.”

“Yeah.”

He passed me my clothes, as he started to redress. Once we were both fully clothed again, we climbed back into the front seats and sat in silence for a minute.

“You’re amazing,” he said, turning to look at me, with a huge grin on his face. I just blushed, until he grabbed my face and locked me into another passionate kiss.

How sexually satisfying was this hookup? Very

Did you have an orgasm? Yes, one

Did your partner have an orgasm? Yes, one

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it the next day? What are/were your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? After we were done, he drove me back home, and gave me his number. I doubt we could ever be in a real relationship, because he is so much older than me, but it was really passionate sex and I hope we’ll hookup again soon.

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? (Check all that apply) None

What were your motives for this hookup? Fun, pleasure, horniness, Attraction to partner(s), Emotional intimacy, closeness, connection, Just happened, I don’t know why, just went along with it, It was easy / convenient

How intoxicated were you? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How intoxicated was your partner? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How wanted was this hookup for you at the time? Very

Did you consent to this hookup at the time? I gave enthusiastic consent

How wanted was this hookup for your partner at the time? Very

Did your partner(s) consent to this hookup? They gave enthusiastic consent

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? I haven’t told anyone.

How would you best summarize people’s reactions about this hookup? I didn’t tell anyone

Did you get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? Not at all

Did your partner get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? Not at all

Do you regret this hookup? Not at all

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? The fact that I knew he wanted me as bad as I wanted him.

What was the WORST thing about this hookup? Nothing, it was perfect.

Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? No.

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Very positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? Not at all negative

Anything else you want to add about this hookup? No.

What are your thoughts on casual sex more generally, the role it has played in your life, and/or its role in society? What would you like to see changed in that regard? That if two people are consenting to sex, and they’re both old enough to know what they’re doing, it shouldn’t matter who they are, because sometimes sex is just that—sex.

What do you think about the Casual Sex Project? I think it’s great, because sometimes people just have sex, and people need to realize having sex with someone you’re not in a relationship with is great and a part of life.

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