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What’s your gender? Man
How old are you? 27
What’s your race/ethnicity? Hispanic / Latino/a
What continent do you live on? North America
What country and/or city do you live in? Mexico City
Highest education received: College degree (eg., BA, BS)
What’s your occupation? Editor
What’s your current relationship status? Single
Religious affiliation: Agnostic
How religious are you? Not at all
What’s your sexual orientation? Gay/lesbian
Any other term(s) that describe your sexuality or sexual identity? Bear lover
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? Around 80-90
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? None. It’s my first one

How being the center of attention in a gang bang made me feel better about myself

How long ago did this hookup happen? A month ago

What was your relationship status at the time? Same as current status

How would you best classify this hookup? Group sex

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? I had five partners that night. I can’t entirely describe them because it happened in a dark room inside a sex club, so I couldn’t give them a good look. Given that it is a bear sex club, all of them had a little bit extra body fat. I remember one of them was middle aged, around 50-60 years old. Another one was taller than me. I’m 1.80 meters, so he was kind of tall. Another one whas chubby and hairless and the last one I can describe was shorter than me and very hairy. I loved that. I really love hairy guys.
The other one I can’t tell how he looked like, because when he penetrated me I was busy giving a blowjob to the third guy I described. I only touched his dick to make sure he was wearing a condom.
I met them all on the club. I feel really good about myself after the hookup. It was nice to be the center of attention of 5 guys in one night.

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? It wasn’t planned. I usually visit that sex club, but I never make plans with anyone to go there. I just go when I feel like it.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? I entered the dark room and waited for someone to touch me or gaze to me so we can initiate contact. A middle aged man touched my bare ass. I was wearing a jockstrap. We started kissing and then he pushed me down by my shoulder to give him a blowjob, which I did. Then I asked him to fuck me and he agreed. I positioned myself doggy style on a dirty couch on the dark room and he started penetrating me. Then a chubby hairless guy approached and put his flaccid dick in front of my face. I reacted and started sucking his dick. He got erect really quick and started moaning and touching my butt and my chest.
When the middle-aged man finished, the chubby guy lifted my face up and started to kiss me. Then he pushed me back towards his dick again and I continued to suck him.
Another guy approached me from behind and started caressing my butt. Then he asked to the guy whom I was sucking: Do you mind? The other guy responded that it was fine, that he could fuck me first if he wanted. None of them asked me. And for some reason, that made me feel really good.
He put his dick on my butt and I reached to touch it in order to verify that he was wearing a condom. He was, so I let him penetrate me while I was sucking the chubby guy’s dick.
When he finished fucking me, it was the turn of the chubby guy. He placed me on my back over the couch, placed my feet on his shoulders and started fucking me while kissing me. From time to time he would stop fucking me to lick my anus, saying how much he liked it. He finished and I went to the bathroom to clean myself.
My arse hurted a little bit, but I was still hungry for more. I smoked a pair of cigarettes in the smokers area and then headed back to the dark room.
This time I approached a tall guy and touched his dick. He reacted touching my ass and kissing me. He then pushed me down to suck his dick. It was kind of big, it activated my gag reflex and I felt like choking from time to time.
Then he put me doggy style and started fucking me in the same couch as before. A short, hairy guy approached and placed his dick in front of my face. I knew what I had to do.
When the tall guy finished, the hairy guy fucked me in different positions: With my feet on his shoulder and then with my knees on my chest. Unlike the other ones, he was very rough, which I liked.
There were a pair of guys watching everything and one of them reached to me and kissed me while I was being fucked.

How sexually satisfying was this hookup? Very

Did you have an orgasm? Yes, one

Did your partner have an orgasm? Yes, one

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it the next day? What are/were your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? I felt really good about it even though I ended with a painful anus and a hemorrhoid appeared the next day. I don’t expect to see these guys again, but I don’t bother if I run upon them on the club.

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? (Check all that apply) Condoms

What were your motives for this hookup? Fun, pleasure, horniness, Learning new things, experimenting, To feel better about myself, To cheer myself up, I was feeling lonely, Submission / Relinquishing power

How intoxicated were you? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How intoxicated was your partner? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How wanted was this hookup for you at the time? Very

Did you consent to this hookup at the time? I gave enthusiastic consent

How wanted was this hookup for your partner at the time? I don’t know / I’m not sure

Did your partner(s) consent to this hookup? They gave enthusiastic consent

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? No one.

How would you best summarize people’s reactions about this hookup? I didn’t tell anyone

Did you get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? Not at all

Did your partner get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? Not at all

Do you regret this hookup? Not at all

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? That I was the center of attention and one guy complimented my body.

What was the WORST thing about this hookup? The hemorrhoid.

Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? Not at all.

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Very positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? Not at all negative

What are your thoughts on casual sex more generally, the role it has played in your life, and/or its role in society? What would you like to see changed in that regard? I would like to live in a more open society where people are not judged because of their sexual practices. I don’t understand why people judge consenting adults engaging in activities that hurt absolutely no one.

What do you think about the Casual Sex Project? I think is a great space to share stories I wouldn’t feel confident sharing otherwise.

You have a hookup story to share? Submit it here!