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What’s your gender? Man
How old are you? 18
What’s your race/ethnicity? White / Caucasian
What continent do you live on? Europe
What country and/or city do you live in? Austria
Highest education received: High school diploma
What’s your current relationship status? Single
Religious affiliation: Christian
How religious are you? Somewhat
What’s your sexual orientation? Gay/lesbian
Any other term(s) that describe your sexuality or sexual identity? I think I am homosexual. Maybe i am also interested in girls.
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? 1
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? 0

How I got seduced

How long ago did this hookup happen? last year

What was your relationship status at the time? Single

How would you best classify this hookup? Fuck-buddies / Booty call

How long did you know the person before this hookup? For more than 3 years

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? Gunther is a friend of my parents. He is married with primary school kids. He is in 40 years old, is tall and very muscular, very hairy. We both live in the same village.

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? I had discovered my erotic feelings for men when I became a teenager. I never dared to act on it and still keep it secret from my family and friends.

My parents have this friend in our village called Gunther. I know him since childhood. I noticed several years ago that he was giving me funny looks. As I developed my sexual identity realising I have homosexual feelings, I started to have fantasies about him. I had a bit of a hard time admitting to myself that I felt strangely attracted to that man. I guess I gave him a few funny looks back.

Last year Gunther offered me a job to work in his garden chopping wood and other chores. It was a lot to do and hard work. His payment offer was good and since he is a friend of my family, I thought accepting was the appropriate thing to do.

We worked for hours when his wife and kids left the house. I found that a bit strange. Shortly after they left, Gunther suggested we should take a break. He said that we were both very sweaty from the work and should take a shower. I said that I could take a shower at home. I thought that Gunther was a bit strange when he replied that I should stay and take a shower at his place. I argued that I could use his little sauna. I don t know, maybe I got the hint, so i took a deep breath and agreed.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? I went into their bathroom, undressed and took a shower. When I got out, Gunther was completely naked. I could not resist to look at him. This moment really aroused me and I got a hard on. I felt ashamed and tried to hide it under my towel. Gunther smiled at me and said he had started the sauna, I should get inside.

Gunther did not take very long to shower, and soon we both sat in this tiny sauna, close together. it wasn’t very hot yet. I suddenly saw that Gunther’s penis was erect! He did not seem to care and at first causally touched me but then did it very obviously. I was very nervous and did not dare move. I just sat there motionless and let him fondle me. He whispered to me asking whether I like this. I very quietly replied with a yes. He continued, fondling my penis. He whispered that he had suspected that I would. I did not say anything but started to touch Gunther, feeling his muscles. I was incredibly nervous and had problems breathing, but I was also so happy that this was actually happening!

Our touching got more and more intense, He had started kissing me, and I had started touching his penis and balls. His hands were all over me. Then he asked me whether I wanted to put his penis into my mouth. I did not reply and instead went down on him.I tasted his salty cock and that was a dream come true for me. Such a wonderful feeling! Gunther just sat back and enjoyed my first attempts of giving oral pleasure. Of course, it was hard making out in such a confined space which was getting hot. Gunther asked me to leave the sauna and go to the bedroom.

I know the house so I went to the bedroom. In the bathroom, Gunther did something peculiar and put lots of soap on his fingers.
In the bedroom, Gunther asked me to lie down on the bed. He came over me and kissed my body. He kissed my penis and my balls. He felt his soapy hands on my anus, penetrating me. I could not believe it! I knew what would happen now. I had dreamt about it and now it would become reality. Gunther went on top of me, put his penis against my anus and penetrated me. It hurt like hell.

Even though it hurt, I did not dare tell him to stop. I guess I was a bit frightened, but I also wanted this to happen so bad. I don t know whether he would have stopped. Gunther started humping me. I was hard to bear. Suddenly I found a way to position my legs that it did not hurt that much.

Gunther pulled out and started masturbating. We both masturbated together, looking at each other. We rubbed our penises against each other. The pain in my butt went away and I enjoyed Gunther’s penis touching mine. We both came and for the first time and kissed on the mouth.

After that, we had a beer together and he gave me a lot of money, much more than we had agreed on. Then I went home. I had promised not to tell anyone and that we would do it again when it was safe and no one could find out.

My butt hurt me for another day, but it was only a dull pain reminding me of the great joy I had experienced.

How sexually satisfying was this hookup? Very

Did you have an orgasm? Yes, one

Did your partner have an orgasm? Yes, one

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it the next day? What are/were your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? Ever since then, we meet secretly to have sex. Which unfortunately is not very often because Gunther is married with kids and I still live with my parents. Sometimes he just picks me up with his car so I can give him a blowjob. Sometimes we go into the forest. Very rarely can we go to his house and have sex there. If this would become known, it would be a catastrophe. I have to keep it a secret for life.

Gunther sometimes gives me money, but this is not the reason I am doing it with him. I am attracted to him and I don t know how to find a different sex partner anyway. I would not dare to just ask some boy whether he is gay. There are not many possible partners here in the village.

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? (Check all that apply) None

What were your motives for this hookup? Learning new things, experimenting, Emotional intimacy, closeness, connection, Thought it was an important experience to have, Didn’t want to disappoint my partner

How intoxicated were you? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How intoxicated was your partner? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

Did your partner(s) consent to this hookup? They gave enthusiastic consent

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? no one, no one should know about this

Do you regret this hookup? Not at all

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? finally having sex with a man

What was the WORST thing about this hookup? the secrecy

Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? I have realised that I am gay. Maybe I am also attracted to women, but I have not had experience yet. Maybe I could not penetrate a woman. Gunther fucks me, not the other way around

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Very positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? Somewhat negative

What do you think about the Casual Sex Project? I am glad to have found this so i can at least share this anonymously.

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