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What’s your gender? Man
How old are you? 18
What’s your race/ethnicity? White / Caucasian
What continent do you live on? Europe
What country and/or city do you live in? UK
Highest education received: Some college (not currently in college)
What’s your occupation? office worker
What’s your current relationship status? Single
Religious affiliation: Atheist
How religious are you? Not at all
What’s your sexual orientation? Mostly heterosexual
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? 3
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? 0

I’m Addicted To Having Sex With Older Men

How long ago did this hookup happen? 6 months ago

What was your relationship status at the time? Single

How would you best classify this hookup? One-night stand

How long did you know the person before this hookup? Just met that day

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? I downloaded and made an account on Grindr because I was curious about having dick. I made my profile according to what I was looking for and within 15 minutes there were about 5 or so men messaging me offering themselves to me. I wasn’t interested in personality or looks; just a nice dick to suck on. The man I ended up hooking up with was bald, chubby, very hairy, and 30 years old. This was my first hookup with this man, but my second ever hookup with a man. I was very nervous because I didn’t want people who knew me to know that I wanted to try this and also hooking up with older men to pleasure them made me feel a bit dirty.

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? We exchanged messages & photos on the app Grindr for around 10-15 minutes (body, dick, & ass) before I decided I wanted to lose my virginity to this man. His dick wasn’t huge but it was quite girthy which made me excited. He didn’t live far away, but because I live with my parents I asked him if he was okay with outdoor sex because I wouldn’t be able to sneak a 30-year-old man into my room. We arranged to meet in a car park of a bar, and we could go to a forest area nearby.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? We met at the car park, and I led him to the forest area where he could have me. He was turning me on by talking dirty whilst we walked into the forest; asking me if I was ready for daddy’s dick. When we got to a secluded part of the forest, I dropped to my knees. I wanted to start by sucking his stumpy dick. As soon as he got out of his boxers, I instantly grabbed hold and wanked him off. I kept telling him how much I loved his dick. I got him erect within a minute and rammed his dick straight into my mouth. I gave him head for around 5 minutes before I found the urge to present myself to him. He put his fingers in my mouth to get my saliva & pushed them into my tight hole (even though I lubed up before-hand). He didn’t waste any time to tease me & let me have it. He slowly slid his dick into my saliva lubed hole to get me used to the girth. Calling him daddy must have riled him up so much he just pounded away. My god that guy can fuck. He didn’t need a long cock to fuck well. We never talked about protection, maybe he thought he could just pull out but I was begging him to leave it in and fill me up. He asked me several times throughout if I was sure, and every time I moaned, “yes daddy”. I could hear him orgasm into my ear whilst feeling it shoot inside me; there was a lot of it and I could feel it dripping out and down my leg. I asked daddy to keep fucking me & he did; I wanted to orgasm once more before sucking his cock clean. Another 10 minutes of fucking before my ass can’t take it anymore. I offered to clean his cock, and licked up and down his shaft to get any remaining cum off it.

How sexually satisfying was this hookup? Very

Did you have an orgasm? Yes, more than one

Did your partner have an orgasm? Yes, one

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it the next day? What are/were your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? After the hookup, I put my clothes back on and we talked about the sex. I told him how good he was and how amazing his dick felt. He told me if I wanted him to fuck me again that he’d be willing to let me stay at his house for a weekend (which I thought about a few times since then but never acted on it). We went separate directions & went home. The next day I felt feelings of disgust that I had just allowed an older man to take my virginity and let him cum inside me. But after that day, I felt happy I went through with it because I really enjoyed the experience. I don’t have any hopes for the future with this man because it was just a fuck I really needed to try.

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? (Check all that apply) None

What were your motives for this hookup? Fun, pleasure, horniness, Learning new things, experimenting, To feel more confident, I was feeling lonely

How intoxicated were you? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How intoxicated was your partner? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How wanted was this hookup for you at the time? Very

Did you consent to this hookup at the time? I gave enthusiastic consent

How wanted was this hookup for your partner at the time? Very

Did your partner(s) consent to this hookup? They gave enthusiastic consent

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? I haven’t told anyone I know about this hookup & I never will.

How would you best summarize people’s reactions about this hookup? I didn’t tell anyone

Did you get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? Not at all

Did your partner get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? I don’t know / I’m not sure

Do you regret this hookup? Not at all

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? That I now know that I do like having sex with older men.

What was the WORST thing about this hookup? the awkwardness first meeting up

Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? Yes. I had this perception that only attractive people can have casual sex which I don’t consider myself and I had casual sex with a man.

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Very positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? A little negative

Anything else you want to add about this hookup? I really love cock now because of the hookup.

What are your thoughts on casual sex more generally, the role it has played in your life, and/or its role in society? What would you like to see changed in that regard? it’s building my confidence speaking to new people.

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