by Zinator

Gender: Female
Age: 36
Race/ethnicity: Caucasian
Current location: Texas
Highest education received: College degree (eg., BA, BS)
Relationship status: Single
How religious are you? Somewhat
Sexual orientation: Heterosexual
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? 2

Lonely Boy, Part Three

How long ago did this hookup happen? Week and a half ago. Ongoing 8 months.


Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? Tall, athletic, semi-long brown hair, that is usually pretty soft to the touch, intense blue eyes that can just make me quiver by his stare. He has a constant 5 o’clock shadow that is ever so sexy and soft. He has such a contagious smile and straight teeth! Hooray!
I know him pretty well now for the short periods of time we spend together.
This was our 10th or 11th hook up.

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? Recently he said it was over, leave him alone. I could do better, deserve better,  but pretty sure that was a cop out. He just isn’t interested and I needed to get over it. It was hard not to text him. Finally I got thru it and didn’t contact him for a week. 
That Friday night I got a text from him saying “hey” and then another “can we talk” 
He then called me and his tone of voice was carefree like all was okay. Of course he was drunk. He asked could we talk in person. I was busy and told him I had to work in the AM. He hung up on me.
20 minutes later I call him because I changed my mind and was on my way.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? I arrived at his place. He turned on the TV for a little Netflix. We sat on the couch side by side watching, Malcolm in the Middle. He blurts out he doesn’t want a girlfriend and that he doesn’t need one with his current situation. I said no one every said anything about being a gf. He then told me I needed a boyfriend. This dude confused the fuck out of me. His hand grazed mine and then he pulled away. He then grabbed my legs and laid his head on my thigh. His touch went all over me in the most sensual way. This man’s touch I have craved for weeks. I ran my hands through his hair as he laid there. My breathing became heavy with excitement and I needed water! After getting a drink he sat in my spot. He was so touchy feely. Making me so nervous in a good way. Laughing at the TV then prying my clothes off. He told me to strip down. After a little coaxing I was naked. I begged for a blanket. Finally I got my blanket and sat on the couch. He 
asked me to please myself while he watched. I was already so wet. I slid my hand over my hot pussy and slid a finger in. I moaned as I started playing with my clit. It was such a turn on watching him from the side touching himself as well. He then put one arm around my leg, rubbing my leg, while he watched as I finger fucked myself. He then kissed the top of my vulva in the sweetest way ever. That went all over me. He proceeded to get on top of me, where I felt his well endowed cock. I love this penis. It fits me well and feels so good. 
We then stopped, then messed around again. I was on top straddling him as he bit my shoulders, which I love. He buried his face in my titties, then I tried to ride his cock with my ass. It was hard and it hurt, so I slid my wet pussy and his perfect penis. Oh goodness I can feel the sensations pulse thru me as I describe it to you.
This went off and on for a bit. Then we talked about so much. It got real, and then I was in the floor with him behind me on the couch. He had his arms around my neck and shoulders. Did I mention how much this man’s strength made me feel safe. He played with my hair and the left side of my neck. It was quiet and sensual. It was like there were unsaid feelings and comfort all happening at once. 
I took him to the bedroom, massaged him, got a little crazy and tossed his salad, haha, and gave him the finger. It was strange but a turn on..I’d definitely do it again.
I pulled my way to the headboard, sat on his face and let him eat my hot pussy. Ugh, his tongue knows what I like. Then I slid down on his cock as he pulled at my tits, and fucked him. We came at the same time.
We laid in bed and he sang songs! He was my jukebox and I told him what to sing. Well I picked the artists.

Did you have an orgasm? Did your partner(s)? Yes

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? Did you discuss STI history? None. I trust this guy and I have to take medicine to get preggo.

What were your REASONS for having this hookup? I feel comfortable with him and I like how it feels with him.

Were alcohol or drugs involved? If so, how much? He was drunk.

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it? What are your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? We haven’t talked. He does this whole asshole move as I leave with a comment. I have no expectations or hopes anymore.
I don’t feel anymore.
As we were in the living room he did ask me so many questions, more personal and we talked about so much going on with him. At one point he touched my arm and said I know you hurt too. This man confuses the fuck out of me. This is why I just vent it all out so I don’t think about what his words mean. If they mean anything.

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? Bff. Oh she has her thoughts good and bad.

Was this a consensual and/or wanted experience for you? For your partner? Consensual on both

Do you regret this hookup? If so, why? no

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? How about the WORST? Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? Same as previously stated in the stories.

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Fairly positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? Somewhat negative

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