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What’s your gender? Genderqueer / Nonbinary
How old are you? 19
What’s your race/ethnicity? East Asian
What continent do you live on? North America
What country and/or city do you live in? USA
Highest education received: Some college (currently in college)
What’s your occupation? Student
What’s your current relationship status? Dating casually
Religious affiliation: Agnostic
How religious are you? Not at all
What’s your sexual orientation? Mostly gay/lesbian
Any other term(s) that describe your sexuality or sexual identity? Confused
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? 3
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? 0

Make Me Your Girl

How long ago did this hookup happen? Last year

What was your relationship status at the time? Same as current status

How would you best classify this hookup? One-night stand

How long did you know the person before this hookup? For less than a year

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? He had short brown hair and a full beard. About 6 foot, 200lbs. He was my college English teacher, I hated him all semester up until this point.

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? Last week of the semester, I was failing my class, and I went to go see him during his office hours. I had no intention of hooking up.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? I went into his office about my failing grade. I began to cry and he consulted me before I kissed him. He pulled down his pants, and even though I’ve never done it I began to suck him off. He pulled out a bottle of lube and began to finger my ass with it. He lifted me up and placed me on his desk. My long hair hung down to my shoulders and he placed his hard dick on mine. I looked so pathetic and small compared to him. He was so big. He slipped it in and moved my legs above his shoulders. He aggressively thrust into me and I moaned in pain and pleasure. It hurt but felt warm and comforting at the same time. I begged him to go harder. He was aggressive but also felt safe. It sadly ended when he came inside me. I felt the warmth inside me as I laid there. I passed the class.

How sexually satisfying was this hookup? Very

Did you have an orgasm? No, but I was close

Did your partner have an orgasm? Yes, one

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it the next day? What are/were your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? I passed my class and became extremely interested in men. Sadly he didn’t want anything more than to fuck me. I’m thankful to him for showing me what I was really attracted to sexually.

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? (Check all that apply) None

What were your motives for this hookup? I was feeling lonely, Submission / Relinquishing power, Material rewards (gifts, money, drinks, dinner…), Just happened, I don’t know why, just went along with it

How intoxicated were you? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How intoxicated was your partner? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How wanted was this hookup for you at the time? Not at all

Did you consent to this hookup at the time? I gave enthusiastic consent

How wanted was this hookup for your partner at the time? Very

Did your partner(s) consent to this hookup? They gave enthusiastic consent

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? One friend. No one else

How would you best summarize people’s reactions about this hookup? Relatively negative

Did you get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? Not at all

Did your partner get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? Not at all

Do you regret this hookup? Not at all

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? Showing me a new path in life

What was the WORST thing about this hookup? Not having seen it sooner

Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? Absolutely.

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Very positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? Not at all negative

Anything else you want to add about this hookup? I was a confused, petite, and extremely feminine Asian boy who was obsessed with anime and Tumblr. I had just broken up with my girlfriend, and began failing my college classes. Going to see him in his office was the best thing to happen to me. I always felt like a girl, this just confirmed it

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