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What’s your gender? Man
How old are you? 24
What’s your race/ethnicity? White / Caucasian
What continent do you live on? Europe
What country and/or city do you live in? Loudwater, UK
Highest education received: Some college (not currently in college)
What’s your occupation? Healthcare
What’s your current relationship status? In a serious relationship (monogamous)
Religious affiliation: Atheist
How religious are you? Not at all
What’s your sexual orientation? Unsure / Questioning
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? 40+
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? 0

My Curiosity Reaches Its Peak

How long ago did this hookup happen? 2011

What was your relationship status at the time? Single

How would you best classify this hookup? Anonymous gay

How long did you know the person before this hookup? For less than a month

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? The guy was 45 and I was 16 (I told him I was 18), I met him on a swingers website. He was brown, chiselled body and he sent me a pic of his cock which was huge. I felt hesitant about meeting with him because I was so young, I was a Virgin and I had always considered myself straight. I had previously watched quite a lot of porn but recently I had seen my gaze averted to watching the guy, looking at his cock and wondering what it would be like to be the one sucking it. I have a foot fetish for women’s feet so I find myself being naturally submissive, so the thought of being on my knees in front of a strong man made me so horny. We met at my mum’s house however my brother and sister had moved out, and my mum often stayed with her boyfriend, leaving me with plenty of time at home alone.

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? We exchanged messages on the swingers website and as I said I told him I was 18. I said I was keen on a no strings attached blowjob and that i had a free house, so he agreed to come over. I told him to park down the road so no one saw his car in my driveway, I left my front door open and waited in bed for him.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? I was unsure as to whether he would turn up. I had previously arranged a meet with a few others guys on the swingers website however they had wasted my time. So when he sent me the message “just parked up,” I got a jolt of adrenaline like this was really happening and I was so excited, but a bit nervous.

I watched out the window and saw him walking towards my house, he looked even better in person, he had such a sexy body. He came in through the front door and wakes upstairs to my bedroom, dropping his trousers and his boxers and out flopped a really fat, long cock. I had seen a lot of porn but this cock was bigger than most of what id seen in the videos.

I got on my knees straight away and I reached out and touched his cock, it twitched in my hand and it was my last chance to stop myself. However I told myself to shut up and opened my mouth and sucked on the tip of his big cock. I heard a moan escape his lips and that was all the encouragement I needed to carry on.
The sensation of this strangers fat cock hardening in my mouth is something that I’ll never forget, I felt like such a slut and my only aim was to give this sexy man as much pleasure as I possibly could.

I continued sucking him and I jerked him with my hand at the same time. I tried to fit as much of his cock down my throat as I could manage but it was so big I could only manage about half.
After a few minutes I motioned him over to the bed where I lay down on my back, my cock was rock hard and was pointing up into the air. He placed a leg either side of my head and he went down on me, in the 69 position. I had only ever been sucked off before by a girl, but she left me less than satisfied. This was completely different, however.
He took my cock down his throat all the way, my cock isn’t huge but it’s quite thick, and it felt amazing. I moaned in pleasure and I grabbed his cock and guided it towards my mouth and now we were sucking each other.
I was now laying on my back with a stranger’s fat cock in my mouth with mine in his and I have to admit I was in heaven. I grabbed his ass and pulled him down so more of his cock was in my mouth, and as I pulled down he started to hump my mouth. I could hear him moaning as he pumped his cock in and out of my mouth and he said he was going to cum soon.

I told him to change positions, so that he was kneeling with one leg either side of my face, with his cock aiming at my mouth. I had never tasted cum before, but I had always been curious what it was like to have a load shot on/in/at me, and the thought of this sexy Adonis of a man aiming his massive cock at my mouth filled me with such an intense feeling of sluttiness and pride, that I was able to pleasure him, ah it just felt incredible.

So he’s there on his knees with one hand on his cock jerking off and the other hand on my head keeping me in position, my mouth was close enough so that I could lick the tip of his cock as he stroked, and I was masturbating furiously with my own hand. he didn’t tell me he was cumming, instead he just put his cock on to my tongue and grunted, and shot a huge load of warm tasty cum directly into my hungry mouth. I gagged a bit because his cum had used my the back of my throat as target practice, but I composed myself and swallowed the whole load without missing a drop. I took his cock into my mouth and kept sucking until his cock started to soften, and with his softening cock and the taste of cum fresh cum still in my mouth, I wanked myself to orgasm and it was the most pleasurable experience of my life. I shot more cum than I ever had and for the first time in my life I had sucked a man to orgasm.
The man got up, put his clothes back on, thanked me and left. I loved it and I definitely wanted round 2.

How sexually satisfying was this hookup? Very

Did you have an orgasm? Yes, one

Did your partner have an orgasm? Yes, one

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it the next day? What are/were your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? I was confused about my sexuality, wondering if I was gay or bi or if this was just a one off experience, I spoke with him a few days later and we agreed to meet up again, which I was very much looking forward to. This was the start of my bisexual experiences. I am so glad I took the step to explore my sexuality.

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? (Check all that apply) None

What were your motives for this hookup? Fun, pleasure, horniness, Attraction to partner(s), Learning new things, experimenting, Thought it was an important experience to have, To feel more confident, To cheer myself up, Submission / Relinquishing power

How intoxicated were you? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How intoxicated was your partner? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How wanted was this hookup for you at the time? Very

Did you consent to this hookup at the time? I gave enthusiastic consent

How wanted was this hookup for your partner at the time? I don’t know / I’m not sure

Did your partner(s) consent to this hookup? They gave enthusiastic consent

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? No one

How would you best summarize people’s reactions about this hookup? I didn’t tell anyone

Did you get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? Not at all

Did your partner get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? Not at all

Do you regret this hookup? Not at all

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? Everything, I loved it all.

What was the WORST thing about this hookup? He didn’t stay longer

Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? Yes, I learnt there is great sexual satisfaction from giving strong sexy men pleasure and i wanted that feeling more and more. I experienced the taste of cum for the first time and I loved it.

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Very positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? Not at all negative

What are your thoughts on casual sex more generally, the role it has played in your life, and/or its role in society? What would you like to see changed in that regard? I use casual sex when I’m lonely or just generally horny. It gives me great satisfaction to give others pleasure and now I think I’m addicted to that feeling. Gay hookups have a certain stigma, I don’t tell my friends or family but I really enjoy myself.

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