What’s your gender? Man
How old are you? 43
What’s your race/ethnicity? White / Caucasian
What continent do you live on? North America
What country and/or city do you live in? USA
Highest education received: High school diploma
What’s your occupation? Cook
What’s your current relationship status? Single
Religious affiliation: I believe in God
How religious are you? Somewhat
What’s your sexual orientation? Mostly heterosexual
Any other term(s) that describe your sexuality or sexual identity? Varied
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? 7 men 15 women
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? 0
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How long ago did this hookup happen? Years ago
What was your relationship status at the time? In a relationship (monogamous)
How would you best classify this hookup? Occasional meth fueled hookups
How long did you know the person before this hookup? Just met that day
Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? He was a good looking and in shape gay white man. He was 45 years old. He stood about 6’3″ was slender but strong with a hairy chest and chiseled facial features. Manly and masculine with a more than ample 9 inch member. We met on a phone chat hookup for gay men. Not beng gay myself, and practically married, and young and fit and horny, i had no problem finding any number of men willing to ” show me the ins and outs” of man on man sex. Before meeting i was excited to finally experience a man. I was high on crystal and after 2 days spent masturbating to stories of sex that I had just written, i was ready to be his little bitch.
How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? After a short phone conversation during which I expressed my desire to learn how to please an older well endowed man such as himself, he invited me over to his home. I definitely instigated it. I was obsessed with man to man sex. I wanted a big cock.
What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? It was early afternoon and the sun peeked through sparse clouds. As i stood nervous at his front door. I was a bit scared, a little shy and alot horny. My need for a real cock won out and i rang the doorbell. I was treated to a lovely sight as he answered the door. He was a gorgeous tall blonde man with steel blue eyes. I couldn’t speak. He took me inside his home and i blurted out ” nice to meet you can i use your shower.” so awkward. I was 28 at the time and had a bit of a speed problem. I had been up for days and was dirty and smelled bad. He showed me to the shower and provided me with a towel and a robe and left me with instructions to make my way to the bed where he would be waiting.
In the shower i frantically washed myself. I concentrated on my pubic region and especially my ass. I was thorough but quick as i dried off and dawned the robe he ad provided.
I stood at the door to his room for a moment unsure if i was dreaming. I couldn’t stop staring at his perfectly masculine body. My mouth was agape as i caught a glimpse of his flaccid member beneath the sheet he had pulled to his waste. ” Don’t just stand there, come here and get in bed. He motioned me to take my place beside him and i did so nervously.
We had talked over the phone and ironed out what i wanted and what he wanted out of the encounter so not much needed to be discussed. As i got in bed he pulled me closer and pulled the robe off my quivering body. As he embraced me i shuddered and he tried to calm me down. I reiterated my desires. I wanted him to teach me how to please him. I asked for advice on fellatio and he patiently instructed me while stroking his perfectly straight, thick, semi hard seven inches of beautiful man meat. I remember he warned against using too much teeth. I couln’t fathom how i could open wide enough to accept his cock. I told him of my nervousness and he comforted me. He was gentle as he held me close and kissed me. My first man kiss. I remember the stubble, the hard hairy chest and how forceful yet gentle he was as he groped my body. He filled my right hand with his still partially soft dick and i instinctively began stroking him. We kissed and caressed and he made pleasure sounds. He was growing in my hand to the rhythmic motion of my hand. Finally he released me from his embrace and lay back on some pillows. I let go of his cock and he instructed me to kneel next to it. I positioned myself on next to his beautiful fleshrod. ” open wide and put it on your mouth and just … Do what feels right.” so i did. Eagerly i stuffed my mouth full of his hard cock. I looked up as I bobbed up and down on the first 4 inches of his rod. ” yeah you like that dick dont you boy. Yeah suck that big dick boy” he encouraged me as i sucked. He liked it when i looked at him with my mouth stuffed. ” thats it. Try to open you throat. Take that meat son. Oh yeah. “He said as i learned how to suck his now throbbing rock hard dick. I thought i felt his dick begin to twitch and spasm. My jaw was sore and i had to catch my breath so i sat up and took a small breather. Drool dripped down my chin as he grabbed my head and stuffed himself into my mouth. I did my best to accept more of it but couldnt. He fucked my face harder and harder, slamming my throat with increasing rhythm. I gagged and choked and long strings of saliva streamed from my whore mouth. He began to moan and thrust harder and harder, fucking my face like it was his ex wives cunt. “Look at me, i wanna see those pretty eyes when i feed you my load. Im coming…etc” suddenly the head of his meat parts my throat and with the lube i now know as precum he successfully penetrated my throat with his entire dick. I cant breathe as he twitches and moans and fucks my face. He shoots a huge load of hot jizz deep in my throat. Finally he lets go and his softening dick is withdrawn dripping wet and shiny. Im trying to catch my breath as he cradles my chin and directs me to look at him. I stare up at him with glazed shiny face drool still dripping from my mouth. He praises me and expresses pleasure at a good first time. He grabs the back of my neck and lashes his sticky dripping cock accross my face.” clean it off now. ” he says and i do. I eagerly clean his meat of every drop and he says it is good. I feel used and abused., and kinda dazed and as he walks to the head to piss, i am in a daze. I feel ashamed and happy and perfectly whorish. My throat hurts but it feels strangely right. Ive done it. I have taken my first cock. I stroked and sucked and finally submitted to the object of my obsession . I was a proud little slut. He came in my throat. I took his whole 9 down my gullet. It felt like a dream. I lay in his arms with my head on his muscular chest and was content. He pet me softly and lovingly as we sat for a while together. I felt safe in his bed. I wanted to be his. I was his now. Again, it felt like a dream. He was the ideal man in my view. The stuff of fantasies and porn. I was smitten by all 6’2″ of him. I didnt ever want to leave this blonde blue eyed slice of caucasian perfection. I loved his deep, gentle voice his coarse stubble as he kissed me and most of all, i was absolutely, 100% the sole property of a thick 9 inch rock hard veiny pulsing pole of manhood
that burst from his crotch. In my mind i could give myself fully to him.
We sat for a while and he put on some really hot porn and …..
Wait for part two.
How sexually satisfying was this hookup? Very
Did you have an orgasm? No, not even close
Did your partner have an orgasm? Yes, one
What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it the next day? What are/were your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? So my first experience with the cock ended as he told me to leave and bid me farewell and goodluck. There would be no next time. Sadly. I wanted to give up my hetero life and relationship and family to be with Him and that beautiful and undeniably perfect master of a cock. But he kicked my tweaked out ass to the curb after a bit more sucking and exploritory probes up my ass with his fingers. Im glad it ended like it did. Perfect. Perfectly bad and slutty and whorish. I was a cock sucking little bitch for several shoning hours. I drove home feeling happy, sad and happy again. There was shame but it was almost hot. I could never tell my wife. It would remain a secret. My dirty little shameful and deliciously sexual secret. I was a father and husband and went day by day in my life as if it never happened. I knew the truth. I knew i was his little cockslut. I often masturbate to visions of that perfect specimen of a penis and the sexy man attached to it to this day. Almost 20 years later and i still bust a nut. While thinking of that man and his perfect cock. Cest la vie.
What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? (Check all that apply) None, Discussed STI testing history
What were your motives for this hookup? Fun, pleasure, horniness, Learning new things, experimenting, Thought it was an important experience to have, Intoxication, To feel more desirable, Submission / Relinquishing power, Boredom, Just happened, I don’t know why, just went along with it, It was easy / convenient
How intoxicated were you? Drunk/high but not wasted
What substances did you consume? Meth
How intoxicated was your partner? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)
How wanted was this hookup for you at the time? Very
Did you consent to this hookup at the time? I gave enthusiastic consent
How wanted was this hookup for your partner at the time? Somewhat
Did your partner(s) consent to this hookup? They gave enthusiastic consent
To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? I never told anyone about my first experience with man to man sex.
How would you best summarize people’s reactions about this hookup? I didn’t tell anyone
Did you get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? A little bit
Did your partner get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? Not at all
Do you regret this hookup? Not at all
What was the BEST thing about this hookup? I was amazed at how ideal he was. Good looking, tall, fit, well hung, patient and sexy as hell. When he forced his hard dick down my esophagus and filled me with his hot fluid, i felt privelaged and lucky.
What was the WORST thing about this hookup? The un necessary shame.also, i wish i wasnt so high.
Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? Definitely. This experience taught me that although a woman is good and sexy and satisfying, i am a pushover for an older gentleman with a hairy chest and a perfectly forceful cock. I have since had other experiences with men and have accepted my bisexuality and as an older man in my 40s have begun to seek out younger bi curious men to make my cockslut and teach me like ” He” did. Im a top now mostly. I enjoy getting head from dudes. But i still would surrender to the right kind of man if the opportunity presents itself.
All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Fairly positive
All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? A little negative
Anything else you want to add about this hookup? Although i consider myself to be bisexual, i am almost completely closeted. I truely do enjoy men and women sexually. I will never forget that man and his dick.
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