Fucking Forever

by Midwest

What’s your gender? Woman
How old are you? 23
What’s your race/ethnicity? White / Caucasian
What continent do you live on? North America
What country and/or city do you live in? United States
Highest education received: Some college (currently in college)
What’s your occupation? Certified Nurse Aide
What’s your current relationship status? Single
Religious affiliation: Wiccan / Pagan
How religious are you? Somewhat
What’s your sexual orientation? Heterosexual
Any other term(s) that describe your sexuality or sexual identity? I like to have fun.
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? 4
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? 0

Fucking Forever

How long ago did this hookup happen? Two years ago

What was your relationship status at the time? Single

How would you best classify this hookup? Friends-with-benefits

How long did you know the person before this hookup? For more than 3 years

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? He is about 6’3, has a beard, hazel eyes. I’ve known him and we’ve been hooking up with each other going on nine years off & on now. A friend of mine that I communicated with through Facebook back in 2011 introduced us and we started talking from that point on. I was instantly attracted to him. My sixteen-year-old hormones were surging haha.

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? Our relationship with one another has been more than rocky for years. We’ve got into some pretty crazy fights, where we don’t speak to one another for years. I was in a relationship when he started to try and get ahold of me at least for a few months. At first I wasn’t responsive, although my relationship was practically over towards the time we started to talk again. Fast forward months later and It’s been two weeks since my breakup with my ex. I’m tipsy and in a mood so I decided to send him a message and he agreed for me to come over and see him. We both planned it.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? Once I got there he picked me up instantly in a huge bear hug telling me he had missed me. We start kissing and making our way to his bedroom. I’m on my period with no care in the world with what’s about to happen. He bends me over his bed with my forehead up against the wall and starts fucking me. While he’s in me he’s holding my hand and pressing my head real hard against the wall, hard enough that I end up receiving a bruise. With deep strokes, he’s whispering in my ear asking me if my ex had fucked me like that and just talking dirty to me. We switch up, I get on top and grab him by the throat as I’m riding him. He pulls me off of him and we proceed to make our way back into the living room. This time it’s on the floor and I’m on top once again but in the reverse cowgirl position. I’m grabbing my tits as he’s bouncing me up and down his thick cock, I’m grinding just loving every single second of it. We stop for a second and in the moment of hesitation I could feel him trying to enter my ass. As I let out a loud moan, I could feel him slip instantly inside of me pumping my ass away as hard as he could. I’m rubbing my clit at the same time while he has his hands on my tits and I’m practically screaming by that point because I didn’t give a fuck. About 10 minutes after, he cums in my ass while holding my hand for a couple minutes because I’m shaking. We’ve had some amazing sex other times but that will be a memory that will forever blaze in my mind for a lifetime. He’s an amazing lover, the passion is out of this world with that man. It ended by me staying the night, waking up to cuddles, slow sex and leaving a little while afterwards.

How sexually satisfying was this hookup? Very

Did you have an orgasm? Yes, more than one

Did your partner have an orgasm? Yes, one

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it the next day? What are/were your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? Four days after he ended up getting into a relationship lol. He’s single again now, but I know he’s no good for me with the way he treats me outside of sex. These days I’ve distanced myself from him. It’s undeniable that there’s chemistry between us but I need more from that. We still communicate.

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? (Check all that apply) None, Withdrawal

What were your motives for this hookup? Fun, pleasure, horniness, Attraction to partner(s), Emotional intimacy, closeness, connection, Intoxication, To feel more desirable

How intoxicated were you? A little tipsy/high

What substances did you consume? Alcohol

How intoxicated was your partner? Drunk/high but not wasted

What substances did your partner(s) consume? Alcohol

How wanted was this hookup for you at the time? Very

Did you consent to this hookup at the time? I gave enthusiastic consent

How wanted was this hookup for your partner at the time? Very

Did your partner(s) consent to this hookup? They gave enthusiastic consent

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? My best friend. She understood completely. Can’t help who you have feelings for

How would you best summarize people’s reactions about this hookup? Neutral

Did you get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? Not at all

Did your partner get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? Not at all

Do you regret this hookup? Not at all

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? The connection I felt with him.

What was the WORST thing about this hookup? None. We were both all for it

Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? Honestly no. If you have chemistry with someone then why try to deny it?

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Fairly positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? A little negative

What are your thoughts on casual sex more generally, the role it has played in your life, and/or its role in society? What would you like to see changed in that regard? I don’t do casual sex. If I meet someone and we click, we end up having sex either the first night or the fifth then it is what it is.

What do you think about the Casual Sex Project? I like it.

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