My Taboo Dirty Secret

by anon

Gender: Male
Age: 20
Race/ethnicity: German/irish
Current location: Canada
Highest education received: Some college (currently in college)
Occupation: Student
Relationship status: Girlfriend
Religious affiliation: Spiritual/personal
How religious are you? Not at all
Sexual orientation: Mostly heterosexual
Any other term(s) that describe your sexual orientation/sexuality better/best? Bisexual but could only be in a hetero relationship and prefer women sexually. have had several sexual encounters with men (initially out of curiosity at first, then for money more recently)
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? Not sure, probably around 22 (14 girls and 8 guys)
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? None

My Taboo Dirty Secret

How long ago did this hookup happen? 5 years ago

How would you best classify this hookup (e.g., one-night stand, fuck-buddies, friends-with-benefits, booty call, sex with an ex, short fling; paid sex…)? Step sister

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? She was my step sister, she was very sexy, we secretly were attracted to each other for years, she was the same age as me.

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? We lived together, her room was next to mine. I was in my room. This was when I was sexually experimenting With myself a lot and developed an interest in anal masturbation so I got myself some anal beads. I was lying in bed nude watching porn and putting the beads in and out when my step sister walked in on me.
I thought I was home alone and safe from anyone catching me so I left the door to my room open. I didn’t hear her coming home and was in shock when she walked into my room, to me on my bed naked pulling anal beads out of myself. It was the most humiliating thing that has ever happened to me. When she saw me she looked embarrassed and said oh my gosh im sorry and left the room. I put my clothes on and went to the kitchen.where she was. I was at a loss of words but she told me I shouldnt be ashamed and that she enjoys anal masturbation to. She it turned her on seeing me do it so I asked her if we could do it together and she said yes.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? We were home alone together for the next 4 hours playing with each others asses with my beads and.other things. We did this quite often secretly for almost a year before I moved away.

Did you have an orgasm? Did your partner(s)? Both of us did every time.

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? Did you discuss STI history? N/a

What were your REASONS for having this hookup? Forbidden lust and accidental

Were alcohol or drugs involved? If so, how much? None

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it? What are your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? We Dont talk much anymore

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? Nobody

Was this a consensual and/or wanted experience for you? For your partner? Yes very much

Do you regret this hookup? If so, why? Guilt, but grateful.

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? How about the WORST? Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? It was a fantasy come true

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Very positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? Not at all negative

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