He Ravished Me And Left

by Jasper

What’s your gender? Woman
How old are you? 24
What’s your race/ethnicity? Mixed / Multiracial
What continent do you live on? North America
What country and/or city do you live in? United States
Highest education received: College degree (eg., BA, BS)
What’s your occupation? Assistant Manager
What’s your current relationship status? In a serious relationship (monogamous)
Religious affiliation: Atheist
How religious are you? Not at all
What’s your sexual orientation? Pansexual
Any other term(s) that describe your sexuality or sexual identity? N/A
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? 19
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? 1

He Ravished Me And Left

How long ago did this hookup happen? 3 weeks

What was your relationship status at the time? Dating casually

How would you best classify this hookup? Fuck-buddies / Booty call

How long did you know the person before this hookup? For more than 3 years

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? Nathan was an ex that I dated on and off throughout high school, although we’ve known each other since middle school. He wasn’t physically attractive in our younger days; I suppose puberty came late. He was a good boyfriend and often bought me gifts and even walked me home from school. We went to different high schools so I often dumped him for studs/dykes or attractive taller guys. I guess I wasn’t the monogamous type. After high school, he got tattoos, started going to the gym regularly, and even grew a beard. That’s when I knew I fucked up. We only hooked up once after he got tired of my bullshit. It was amazing because his dick was about 8 inches and wide as fuck. I truly was dickmatized, but he finally knew his worth and strictly saw me as a booty call.

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? I invited Nathan over my house to watch a movie and fuck. I came prepared with my easy access slut outfit on (booty shorts, crop top, no panties) and waited for his arrival. He came earlier than I expected and we pretended to engage in small talk, but that didn’t last very long.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? I initially started to massage his back on the couch. It was the first time I felt his muscles and saw his new tattoos up close and I was in a trance. I imagined myself in his arms and erased the years of damage I cause him, but subconsciously my hands started to slide down his leg and landed on his dick. The imprint immediately made me wet and without notice, he turned around, picked me up, and carried to my room. He pulled out a condom, got on top and started aggressively thrusting me. He didn’t kiss me or give eye contact he just mounted me like an animal and I loved it. His dick was large and filling and my vagina was thanking him for puncturing my walls and hammering me with his girth. He then pulled me off the bed and tossed me onto my stomach and shoved his cock balls deep into my pussy. I was loving every second of our session and even thought about pleading my case with him so we could get back together and fuck like this every single night. I wanted his load in me and I was ready to risk it all. Once we came, it was as if the moment never happened and he gathered his things and left. There were no back massages or movies to pretend to be interested in. He busted his nut and I was old news. I hurt him and he hurt me. We were even.

How sexually satisfying was this hookup? Very

Did you have an orgasm? Yes, one

Did your partner have an orgasm? Yes, one

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it the next day? What are/were your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now?

I mentioned his disconnect and asked if he still had feelings for me. He said he didn’t love me and could never love me again. I was heartbroken simply because I never thought HE could get over ME. I was turned down after having the best fuck session of my life. So I just fucked random guys in his absence.

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? (Check all that apply) Condoms

What were your motives for this hookup? Fun, pleasure, horniness, Attraction to partner(s), Hoping or expecting it would lead to something more, To feel more desirable, It was easy / convenient

How intoxicated were you? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How intoxicated was your partner? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How wanted was this hookup for you at the time? Very

Did you consent to this hookup at the time? I gave enthusiastic consent

How wanted was this hookup for your partner at the time? Very

Did your partner(s) consent to this hookup? They gave enthusiastic consent

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? Nobody

How would you best summarize people’s reactions about this hookup? I didn’t tell anyone

Did you get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? A little bit

Did your partner get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? Not at all

Do you regret this hookup? Not at all

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? His cock in my vagina.

What was the WORST thing about this hookup? Knowing he no longer loved me.

Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? Only when feelings are involved. I will never again have casual sex with an ex because it blurs the lines between strictly pleasure/emotional attachment

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Fairly positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? Not at all negative

What are your thoughts on casual sex more generally, the role it has played in your life, and/or its role in society? What would you like to see changed in that regard? I wish there was a way to read stories based on age ranges. I like stories from young adults but I can’t choose the option to just view them.

What do you think about the Casual Sex Project? It’s an inclusive atmosphere.

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