What’s your gender? Woman
How old are you? 37
What’s your race/ethnicity? White / Caucasian
What continent do you live on? Europe
What country and/or city do you live in? Scotland
Highest education received: College degree (eg., BA, BS)
What’s your occupation? Manager
What’s your current relationship status? Husband boyfriend and going a little crazy with the cock right now
Religious affiliation: Atheist
How religious are you? Not at all
What’s your sexual orientation? Heterosexual
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? 26
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? Lots


How long ago did this hookup happen? Just over a week

What was your relationship status at the time? Same as current status

How would you best classify this hookup? Fuck-buddies / Booty call

How long did you know the person before this hookup? For less than a month

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? So, Tommy is back… If you read my story A Bit of Rough you’ll see how he let me down big time.

But as I said I couldn’t delete his messages after they stopped sending. He’s so hot and so wrong for me. Suddenly the messages had gone through and whilst I let him have it he said he had to lay low for a while as DB had gotten in trouble and he couldn’t afford to.

The alarm bells, the red flag – that just make him irresistible.

He apologised and we started back up on dirty chat and pics and vids. He kept begging me to come over at like 4am! A few grumpy exchanges about being married and stop being an idiot.

I got sick with tonsillitis and spent a day in bed and still he was asking me to come over. I said I could come in late the next day when I was feeling better and so we met up and had sex in my car. We got cum all over the passenger seat!

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? That’s just the preamble. My throat doesn’t improve and at the same time I’m trying to keep a bunch of guys happy (including Lou who I also saw on my return from being ill and ahead of a work meeting, we got the camera out and they’re pretty good videos despite being sick!!).

So I realise I do need medical help and get an appointment at the local hospital. I tell Tommy that if I’m done quick I could swing a couple of hours with him. It’s Christmas Eve so I don’t know if the surgery will be chocca or not.

He says he’s at a mates nearby and he wants to watch me get fucked. Ok, any pics? I get back a couple of decent cock photos. I’m straight in and out with my prescription so I ask where to go.

30 mins of hanging about texting emailing getting more angry. Him and his mate just won’t say where they are!! Finally I get an address off them and turn up, Tommy lets me in. He’s wearing jeans and a checked shirt and looks much smarter than normal.

And then I go into the kitchen. His mate is enormous. I mean fat. Gross. I let them both have it about the time it’s taken me to get there. I look at this guy, he’s hideous. I can’t fuck him. I tell him I don’t fancy him and can I just play with Tommy.

So this guy loses it. I’m disrespectful and rude and it’s his flat. I curl up to Tommy on the sofa. Tommy says this lump of a man is his boss. And why won’t I fuck him?

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? So what the hell do I do? I’m adamant I won’t fuck this guy but I know Tommy is mixed up in shit and so could get in trouble. He’s telling me that, but they’re both drunk and high so I don’t know what to believe.

I start apologising and the guy is trying to get me out of the flat. I’m pleading with my eyes to Tommy sort this out!! Tommy says why don’t I take my clothes off as the guy would appreciate my hot body.

Ok that’s fine and I start to take off my shoes and I’m shot down again, why aren’t I leaving? I’m stuck on the sofa wanting to get the hell out but so worried about the consequences for Tommy.

We keep talking and eventually I’m naked. There is porn on a massive TV, sex toys and lube, vodka and coke of the kind that don’t mix. Get on the floor and play with that pussy I’m instructed.

It wasn’t what I had in mind for the day but I do as I’m told. The huge guy is still angry shouting about calling my husband. I keep nestling up to Tommy between his legs for safety. Again the guy goes into the kitchen and Tommy asks me to lay in front of him. That’s ok, I do so and he starts stroking his cock as I perform for him.

It’s getting better. I climb up and give him a blow job. He’s enjoying it and the guy can watch from the kitchen. After a while I’m on all fours in front of the TV and Tommy comes round and starts fucking me from behind. I hiss at him won’t this just piss off the guy? But I’m at last getting what I wanted so I go with it and I’m soon trying to stifle the moans.

Then the doorbell rings. Panic. Get up get dressed. Who the hell is it?! Tommy’s jeans are up in a flash and as I’m scrabbling to get dressed another guy walks in. Tommy is introduced and I’m flapping about half naked. Tommy ushers me out the door and I go and sit bewildered in my car. Tommy looked scared.

After about 15 mins the guy leaves. I get up and try the doorbell saying I need to go back in. All I wanted to do was run away but I was so concerned for Tommy. No go away I’m told. Back in the car I’m messaging Tommy. He tells me to leave but I can’t. Eventually Tommy comes out and sits with me. The visitor wasn’t a bad guy after all and had left for supplies. Tommy would try and get me back in. I was so out of my depth.

I ended up in the car for over an hour I think, the visitor returned and then Tommy let me back. The guy was still angry but the visitor was chatting to him.

I stripped and got back on the floor. I still didn’t want to fuck the guy but needed to give something. I got a couple of toys and started using them. The guy sat on a chair in the doorway and watched barking instructions. I was relieved when he told me to suck Tommy again. Tommy told me to beg the guy to come and fuck me so I spread my cheeks and waved my ass at him. He didn’t move, I was relieved but Tommy genuinely seemed to want me to be fucked by this disgusting man.

After a while the guy went back in the kitchen and I was able to straddle Tommy and ride him both ways. It was ok and the both the guy and visitor came in and egged Tommy on. I started to quite enjoy getting fucked as a show.

The guys then left, and Tommy said he wanted to watch me cum. I set to work with the vibrator and Tomny starting fingering me. I really wanted his tongue down there but he was distracted.

He wandered off as I was getting close and in the end both him and the guy were in the kitchen when I came loudly. Too bad.

Turns out the visitor had given the guy a rocket and he was a little sheepish. We shook hands and I told Tommy I’d be up for a threesome with girls or a gangbang if the flat was available and the guy could be kept under control.

I got dressed and left, about 2 hours later than planned.

How sexually satisfying was this hookup? A little

Did you have an orgasm? Yes, one

Did your partner have an orgasm? No

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it the next day? What are/were your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? I was pleased to have seen Tommy but actually really scared. Fortunately I’d gotten out of the whole thing ok and I thought Tommy would be OK.

The guy tried to call and text so I had to block him. Tommy says he now ignores the guy, he just had a contact he needed. But he kept calling withheld number and I’ve had my phone on silent for a few days as I’m petrified my husband will answer it. Tommy said he would get someone to sort him out. I really don’t want to get involved in stuff like this!! But I am convinced Tommy is a nice guy really. He’s just so the other side of the tracks to me.

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? (Check all that apply) Birth control pill / patch / ring / injection / implant

What were your motives for this hookup? Fun, pleasure, horniness, Attraction to partner(s), Peer pressure, Didn’t want to disappoint my partner

How intoxicated were you? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How intoxicated was your partner? Drunk/high but not wasted

What substances did your partner(s) consume? Alcohol, Cocaine

How wanted was this hookup for you at the time? Somewhat

Did you consent to this hookup at the time? I gave enthusiastic consent

How wanted was this hookup for your partner at the time? Very

Did your partner(s) consent to this hookup? They gave enthusiastic consent

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? I told Jay and the guy who contacted me via CL after reading my stories. Didn’t go into all the detail I have here so guys this is what happened… I’m sure you’ll berate me.

How would you best summarize people’s reactions about this hookup? Relatively negative

Did you get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? A little bit

Did your partner get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? Not at all

Do you regret this hookup? Somewhat

Why do you regret this hookup? I had to fight to get myself out of basically being raped. And to stop Tommy getting beaten up or worse. I got carried away and didn’t put myself first.

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? The visitor was quite hot and down to earth and kept checking if it was ok! If only I’d have left with him!

I guess just seeing Tommy. I probably scored myself some brownie points.

What was the WORST thing about this hookup? The guy, he makes my skin crawl. Tommy now calls him a creepy bastard. I asked him why the hell he wanted me to fuck him and he said its cos he thought I’d like a big cock. I can’t tell him enough times now it’s just him I want.

Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? It’s made me more open to experiment I guess given how I enjoyed being watched. But it’s made me be more careful and nothing now without a face first.

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Not at all positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? Very negative

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