Nothing Came Out

by Kitty

Gender: Female
Age: 18
Race/ethnicity: European
Highest education received: Not graduated from high-school
Relationship status: In one
What is your religious affiliation? Catholic
How religious are you? Not at all
Sexual orientation: Mostly heterosexual
Any other term(s) that describe your sexual orientation/sexuality better/best? Maybe bi
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? 2
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? None

Nothing Came Out

How long ago did this hookup happen? 6 months

How would you best classify this hookup (e.g., one-night stand, fuck-buddies, friends-with-benefits, booty call, sex with an ex, short fling; paid sex…)? One night stand

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? I met him at the lake I’m always staying at, he was staying there with his whole family. Once two years ago me and my friend saw 2 guys with blond hair, brown skin. A surferish type. I would have never thought that I would end up with one of them a few years later. So there was one normal night where we just hung out at the grass before their small house where they lived in summer. There were a lot of other people because it was a girl;s birthday and it was already dark when we got there. We drank some alcohol and had fun with our friends and I got really drunk and crazy and funny. I recognised that a guy asked me things again and again and always saying : wuhuu thats cool when I said something that was hilarious.
Another guy sat next to me later and we just talked about everything that came into my mind. It was pretty funny because I told him that I regularly masturbated beneath my best friend (female) what turned him so on that he said : uh I’m gonna lay myself on my tummy haha.
Than he got inside the house and was coming back with a blanket and asked me if I wanna sit outside the circle with him and I said sure. Trough time everyone was leaving, it got pretty cold outside, too.

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? I was not thinking about anything till then because I didn’t feel as attractive as him (he has a full six pack, very athletic built) and I was just a inexperienced ginger that just got her braces out and had glasses. 
So he told me we could go to the kat-jetty. We were going there and speaking a lot more, lying under the blanket on bare wood, looking at the stars.
We were coming nearer and nearer when he started to kiss me. When finished I said omggg I just had my first kiss its so weird ahh I can’t kiss. That made him kinda grumpy. He said it’s okay and I just should go on when I said no I can’t. Soo we did more neck-sucking then kissing when he pulled off my pants and started to give me oral and hand. It was really long and good but I didn’t come. Then I did my first handjob on him.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? Did you have an orgasm? Did your partner(s)? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? After he came, we lay there till four in the morning and watched the sun coming up.

Were alcohol or drugs involved? If so, how much? I drank a lot this day like schnapps and tequila and more schnapps.

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it? What are your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? I felt weird because after we did that he told me that he thought I had brown hair in the night (wtf does this even matter?!) And if I was about to come more often to their place this summer or if I had to go home. That sounded a lot like please stay at home, to me.

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? Every  good friend, my mom, sister, brother.

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Somewhat positive
All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? A little negative

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