They All Watched



What’s your gender? Woman
How old are you? 20
What’s your race/ethnicity? White / Caucasian
What continent do you live on? North America
What country and/or city do you live in? Canada
Highest education received: Some college (currently in college)
What’s your occupation? Student
What’s your current relationship status? Single
What’s your sexual orientation? Mostly heterosexual
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? 58 for sex, never counted oral
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? 1

They All Watched

How long ago did this hookup happen? 5 or 6 years ago

What was your relationship status at the time? Dating casually

How would you best classify this hookup? One-night stand

How long did you know the person before this hookup? For less than 6 months

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? He was in his early 20s. Good looking guy but an average build, light brown hair, with an above average size dick. He was friends with the guy I had been “seeing” at the time. I liked hanging out with him but didn’t have any particular feelings towards him.

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? I was at the guy I thought I was seeing’s place hanging out. It turns out we weren’t really seeing one another but just hooking up, but in grade 9 and my first “regular” guy, I was a bit naive. The guy and I had been joking around and playing Mario Kart, we jokingly made a bet that if he beat me at it, we would have to hook up. I took it as a complete joke and agreed. The guy I was seeing, his roommate, and a good friend of mine were all with us.
He beat me and we joked some more. It wasn’t long before I realized he was not joking. I tried to call in the help of the guy I was seeing and he basically said, well it was your bet, what do you want me to do about it? My friend tried to get them to lay off but basically said the same thing.
I finally agreed and went to head off towards a bedroom. He stopped me and said something like “oh no, right here” I was shocked, nearly appalled. I contested his request but eventually gave in. I really didn’t feel like I had the option to dictate the encounter.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? They all watched as I was directed to start taking off my clothes. I was down to my bra and panties as he had me show off and let everyone see. I could tell that was turning him on and he was getting hard in his sweats. he took off his shirt and had me pull down his pants and underwear. He directed me onto all fours, facing the group in the room. I couldn’t bear to make eye contact with any of them. He got behind me as he pulled my panties off. He pulled back my hair as he entered me so I had to look at everyone.
The group kinda cheered us on as he went at it. I’d have to say it was a “purposeful fuck” in that he just went to it. We cycled between me on all fours to face down, his hands pulling at my hips, hair, and shoulders. after a bit he just pinned me down and finished hard, I tried to resist but I came in a visually obvious way. As I was cumming, he pulled out and shot across my butt and back a pretty large load.

How sexually satisfying was this hookup? Somewhat

Did you have an orgasm? Yes, one

Did your partner have an orgasm? Yes, one

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it the next day? What are/were your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? Not much happened after. I went and cleaned up and came back out dressed. While there were jokes and stuff about it all it was pretty much not made to be a big deal. My friend and I talked about it when we left the next day somewhat extensively but that was it.

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? (Check all that apply) Withdrawal, Birth control pill / patch / ring / injection / implant

What were your motives for this hookup? Peer pressure, Didn’t want to disappoint my partner

How intoxicated were you? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How intoxicated was your partner? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How wanted was this hookup for you at the time? Not at all

Did you consent to this hookup at the time? I gave enthusiastic consent

How wanted was this hookup for your partner at the time? Very

Did your partner(s) consent to this hookup? They gave enthusiastic consent

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? My friends and I have always shared everything

How would you best summarize people’s reactions about this hookup? Neutral

Did you get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? A little bit

Did your partner get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? Not at all

Do you regret this hookup? Somewhat

Why do you regret this hookup? I really didn’t want to do it but felt pressured to.

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? the sex itself was good/felt good.

What was the WORST thing about this hookup? That I felt used by him and uncared for by the guy I was seeing

Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? not at all

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Not at all positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? Somewhat negative

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