Craving Another Man

by Cindy

Gender: Female
Age: 40
Race/ethnicity: Caucasian
Current location: Canada
Highest education received: Post-graduate degree (eg., MA, MS, PhD, JD, MD)
Occupation: Public Health
Relationship status: Married
Religious affiliation: None
How religious are you? Not at all
Sexual orientation: Heterosexual
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? 14
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? 0

Craving Another Man

How long ago did this hookup happen? 3 months ago

How would you best classify this hookup (e.g., one-night stand, fuck-buddies, friends-with-benefits, booty call, sex with an ex, short fling; paid sex…)? Getting fucked by my ex

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? My ex and I have remained friends throughout my 4 years of marriage. We have very strong sexual chemistry between each other and I find myself fantasizing about him when I masturbate more than my husband, probably because he was so good in bed and he has a much longer and thicker cock than my husband’s. He is 5’11, blue eyes, and in excellent shape.

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? My ex sent me a message on Facebook after I changed my profile picture telling me how good I looked in the picture. Of all the days that he would say something like this it happened to be the day that my husband was leaving for the weekend with a few of his guy friends. I didn’t know how to respond. After thinking about it for a few hours, I finally had the courage to message him back telling him how hot he looks as well. I waited for what seemed like forever for him to respond until around 9 pm I messaged him again saying something like, “No response?” With a few minutes, he messaged me back saying that he is stroking his cock thinking about me. I got so turned on and replied back, “My husband is gone for the weekend. How about you strop stroking and let me take over” His response within seconds was “On my way.”

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? He came over to my home and I answered the door in high heels, a sexy dress,, and a glass of wine for each of us. He said something towards, “Do you have any idea how turned on I am right now?” I told him that the feeling was mutual. We went upstairs to my (and my husband’s) bedroom and I immediately unzipped his pants and pulled out his sexy big cock. I told him how I am not used to his size, and how much I have missed it and fantasized about it the past 4+ years. I started stroking him and telling him how badly I need to get fucked hard. “Suck it first” was his response, and I did what he asked and found it very sexy.While I was giving him a blowjob I looked up at him and told him, “If my husband was this big, I wouldn’t have to have you over.” He then laid me down on my back and got on top of me and starting thrusting. We started kissing and making eye contact and I was moaning loud in pleasure. He then said to me, “You need a big cock more often, don’t you?”

To which I replied “yes, yes, give it to me.” Well his words drove me over the edge and I came so hard over his cock. I thought he was going to cum also, but he turned me over on all fours and fucked me hard from behind. Because of his length and width, he felt SO much better than my husband in that position. After about a minute of good thrusting he pulled out and squired all over my ass.

Did you have an orgasm? Did your partner(s)? We both had one.

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? Did you discuss STI history? I have no STIs and I am on the pill.

What were your REASONS for having this hookup? Sexually aroused and frustrated.

Were alcohol or drugs involved? If so, how much? None. We each had our glass of wine after sex.

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it? What are your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? We went downstairs and talked until just after midnight and then he fucked me again.

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? Nobody.

Was this a consensual and/or wanted experience for you? For your partner? Very consensual for both of us.

Do you regret this hookup? If so, why? I want him again.

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? How about the WORST? Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? The sex was so good and I enjoyed the intimacy between us and the feeling of his big cock inside me.

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Very positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? Not at all negative

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