Goodbye Hook Up, I Guess

by Emma

What’s your gender? Woman
How old are you? 21
What’s your race/ethnicity? Hispanic / Latino/a
What continent do you live on? Europe
What country and/or city do you live in? Berlin
Highest education received: Some college (currently in college)
What’s your occupation? Student
What’s your current relationship status? Single
Religious affiliation: Agnostic
How religious are you? Not at all
What’s your sexual orientation? Mostly heterosexual
Any other term(s) that describe your sexuality or sexual identity? free
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? 2
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? 0

Goodbye Hook Up, I Guess

How long ago did this hookup happen? 5 months ago

What was your relationship status at the time? Single

How would you best classify this hookup? Sex with an ex

How long did you know the person before this hookup? For less than a year

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? He is handsome, tall, blond, with green eyes, and a big mouth. We were in a relationship for about three months. We were watching movies at my place and it happened when the movie ended. I wanted more, but I was to shy to tell him.

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? We both wanted it, but we were scared of telling each other because we broke up a month ago, so things were a bit confusing between us. We didn’t plan it, we were just watching movies, alone at my place.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end?
He touched my arm, then lightly touched my chest and then went up to my face and started kissing my cheek. After that, he put his mouth like one centimeter away from my mouth, inhaled deeply, and touched my mouth with his tongue before kissing me softly. We both moaned in silence and I kissed him back with so much passion that I thought my heart was going to fall from my chest. I was craving his lips on mine for that for so long that I melted inside when we started kissing because he makes me feel passion in a way I’ve never met before. He kissed me and kissed me, each time more passionate more deeply, more strongly. He started touching me, everything; my skin, my boobs, my ass, my vagina, every single part. He touched me as if he had wanted it for so long. I could feel the desire through his hands and we started moaning as our breathing increased. I took my shirt off and he took it off. When I put my arms up to take off the bralette, he started licking my boobs so intensely, and I moaned. I pushed him back to the bed and put my boob in his mouth and while he licked me, he was touching my vagina. I couldn’t breathe well and then we started rubbing each other with our bodies while he was touching my ass. He took my panties away and started licking me there with so much passion. I could hear his rough breathing and I moaned strongly while I moved my whole body. He touched my ass while he licked my clit and I wanted him so badly.

I wanted him in my mouth, desperately, so I pulled him to me and he was so hard and big and I started licking him. It was all I desired. I tasted him and it was so delicious. He moaned and touched my boobs with so much desire while he came in and out of me over and over again until he finished. I grabbed his waist with my hands and I tasted him, that insane taste of heaven. I swallow it and I licked him. I licked him up to his mouth and then I started kissing him slowly while he recovered from that deep orgasm. I started kissing his neck and I couldn’t resist touching his penis so I held him while I kissed him and he started rubbing my clitoris. I was melting inside. I wanted him and I couldn’t resist, so he took the condom and I put his penis inside me and it hurt like paradise. He was so hard and big, and with each thrust, I moaned strongly. I never wanted him to stop. I touched his ass and his back while he kissed my mouth and cheeks. There was no turning back. His breathing hitched and he entered into that trance that he couldn’t get out of. He finished and we were both out of breath.
Then he laid on my chest in the middle on my boobs and I caressed his hair and the passion started fading away.

How sexually satisfying was this hookup? Very

Did you have an orgasm? Yes, one

Did your partner have an orgasm? Yes, one

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it the next day? What are/were your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? I felt sad because things were over between us, but I didn’t regret it because I had a lot of pleasure.

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? (Check all that apply) Condoms

What were your motives for this hookup? Fun, pleasure, horniness, Attraction to partner(s), Emotional intimacy, closeness, connection

How intoxicated were you? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How intoxicated was your partner? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How wanted was this hookup for you at the time? Very

Did you consent to this hookup at the time? I gave enthusiastic consent

How wanted was this hookup for your partner at the time? I don’t know / I’m not sure

Did your partner(s) consent to this hookup? They gave enthusiastic consent

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? my roomie, she told me: Damm!

How would you best summarize people’s reactions about this hookup? Mixed (Some positive, some negative)

Did you get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? A little bit

Did your partner get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? I don’t know / I’m not sure

Do you regret this hookup? Not at all

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? We both know we have great sex together.

What was the WORST thing about this hookup? It hurt my feelings that it was the last time.

Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? Yes, it made me realize that even though things can be “complicated” between two people when it is about passion and desire. everything flows.

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Somewhat positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? A little negative

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