Returning Debt To The First Love

by Jean

What’s your gender? Man
How old are you? 27
What’s your race/ethnicity? White / Caucasian
What continent do you live on? Europe
What country and/or city do you live in? Moscow, Russia
Highest education received: High school diploma
What’s your occupation? Lawyer
What’s your current relationship status? Engaged/Married (monogamous)
Religious affiliation:
How religious are you? A little
What’s your sexual orientation? Heterosexual
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? 16
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? 1

Returning Dept To The First Love

How long ago did this hookup happen? 5 years

What was your relationship status at the time? Dating casually

How would you best classify this hookup? Sex with an ex

How long did you know the person before this hookup? For more than 3 years

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? Yana is a pretty slender girl with long hair and long legs. We went to the same school. I had a crush on her, something that people call their first love. Yana answered to my sympathy, although we never had sex when we were in school. She said she was shy and we were too young. I knew nothing of seducing girls that time, so all we did was mutual masturbation. After we graduated from school we entered different universities and lost contact. I barely remembered her as I had met plenty of new girls and started dating/fucking.

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? One time, we ran into each other spontaneously and decided to have a walk in a park near our home area. It was a warm summer day, and she wore a light pink dress that barely covered her legs. I had to admit that she grew even more beautiful since we last met. We were just walking. Nothing serious was planned. I knew she had some relationships and even got married and divorced, so there was much to discuss.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? We found ourselves in a relatively quiet part of the park and I didn’t notice anyone around. So I decided to take my chance. I grabbed her waist and kissed her. She answered, and our lips began dancing, kissing more deeply. I was getting ready to fulfill my childhood dream. I turned her around, bent her over the bench, pulled down my pants, and pulled up her dress. She didn’t resist any of it. When I started pulling down her panties, she asked: “Do you have a condom?” “Yes, but I prefer without,” I replied, as I already knew the difference in feelings. “Well,” she smiled, “do as you please, but remember: if you knock me up, you will have to marry me.” “That’s very kind of you,” I said because it sounded very funny given the fact that she got already married and divorced. “It’s not a joke, I’m serious.” “Alright,” I said, and my cock finally, after so many years of waiting, found its way into her sweet pussy! Of course, I wanted to feel it bare, and it was wonderful! I fucked her from behind, banging her ass with my belly. I fucked her hard and fast, as you can never take your time fucking in a public place. As I felt nearing orgasm, I took a break to put a rubber on and continued, finally coming inside the condom. I didn’t want to pull out, I wanted to ejaculate inside her vagina. When I took the condom off of my cock, I offered her to swallow my cum, and she did it. It was wonderful!

How sexually satisfying was this hookup? Very

Did you have an orgasm? Yes, one

Did your partner have an orgasm? I don’t know

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it the next day? What are/were your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? We continued our walk for some time, had lunch, and then I drove her home. There, we fucked again, but this time in bed. We met and had sex three times after that, but then we had to quit, as she said that she wants to build serious relationships and I wanted just sex with no string attached.

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? (Check all that apply) Condoms

What were your motives for this hookup? Fun, pleasure, horniness, Attraction to partner(s), To feel better about myself

How intoxicated were you? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How intoxicated was your partner? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How wanted was this hookup for you at the time? Very

Did you consent to this hookup at the time? I gave enthusiastic consent

How wanted was this hookup for your partner at the time? I don’t know / I’m not sure

Did your partner(s) consent to this hookup? They didn’t give a clear ‘yes’, but didn’t give a ‘no’

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? My school friends. They said that I had a crush on her for so long, I had to finally fuck her!

How would you best summarize people’s reactions about this hookup? Relatively positive

Did you get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? Not at all

Did your partner get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? I don’t know / I’m not sure

Do you regret this hookup? Not at all

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? To fuck a girl I was dreaming about since my cock burst out semen for the first time.

What was the WORST thing about this hookup? Although she didn’t refuse, she showed little enthusiasm during sex. And we had to break up later.

Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? It did a great deal for my confidence like I completed a quest taken many years ago.

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Very positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? Not at all negative

What are your thoughts on casual sex more generally, the role it has played in your life, and/or its role in society? What would you like to see changed in that regard? As I told already, sex is the best thing in the world!

What do you think about the Casual Sex Project? You are awesome 🙂

You have a hookup story to share? Submit it here!