Obsession

by Calibred

What’s your gender? Woman
How old are you? 37
What’s your race/ethnicity? Mixed / Multiracial
What continent do you live on? North America
What country and/or city do you live in? USA
Highest education received: Some college (currently in college)
What’s your occupation? Admin
What’s your current relationship status? Single
Religious affiliation: Wiccan / Pagan
How religious are you? Somewhat
What’s your sexual orientation? Mostly heterosexual
Any other term(s) that describe your sexuality or sexual identity? Nympho
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? Too many to count
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? None

Obsession

How long ago did this hookup happen? Three months

What was your relationship status at the time? Same as current status

How would you best classify this hookup? Short fling

How long did you know the person before this hookup? For less than a week

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? Tall chiseled athletic bald head big hands sarcastic realist

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? I needed a ride to get my car from repo. I was desperate so I posted an ad on Craigslist under the casual encounters section. He responded to 3 different ads for rides I needed no money no sex given in exchange but a pretty girls company. The last time I needed a ride to get my car back he responded. I agreed. He gave me a ride and went the extra mile when more drama popped up with getting the car back before Thanksgiving. We got the car but that day he asked me all kinds of questions and had some insights about who I was which I was kind of stunned because they were spot on. He dropped me off then told me could I take him to get cannabis later from the club and I agreed. That night he came and picked me up and I got what he wanted during that time I bought myself a drink as well. We hung out in his car by my house and I expressed how I wanted to go somewhere else and he said like where I said idk I guess your house then as he suggested previously. He asked me questions about how many sex partners had I been with and whether i considered myself a thot. He said he likes thots and that is his type of woman. I was shocked and protested as politely as possible but his dominance in the situation was clear. He told me I was dickmatized by baby daddy and laughed derisively at times when i told him more about things in my past.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? When we got to his house, I sat on the edge of his bed and eventually asked to suck his dick. He agreed and then took my clothes off and began to go deeper inside of me than anyone has before. I could feel him so deep within me that when it was over and I could still feel him inside me even after he pulled out. After round one, I told him after coming to my senses about using a condom and he said why we already did it without so I agreed. During round two of three, he told me nasty things to say and ordered me to repeat them as he shoved his cock deeper and deeper inside me. I couldn’t get enough and then he bit me leaving a deep bite mark on my shoulder that lasted for two weeks. I asked him the next day did you bite me? As I was a bit tipsy and he said you told me to. The next two nights he directed me to be ready as he picked me up and went deep inside me well into the night.

How sexually satisfying was this hookup? Very

Did you have an orgasm? Yes, more than one

Did your partner have an orgasm? Yes, multiple

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it the next day? What are/were your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? After that, he hasn’t given me any more sex and then told me I was his dream girl but then called it off at which point I am now completely entranced and only think of him. He is not talking to me right now because I told him that I couldn’t continue our relationship because he wouldn’t help me when I needed finances badly. But I still couldn’t leave him alone I text him pictures of me and tell him how much I want him and send him links to porn clips which reminded me of him. He receives the message and I don’t ask for a response but I wait for the day he lets me please him again so I can give it all to him over and over and over again. I see bow when I saw a dominant video on this porn website that how he talked to me and telling me he doesn’t like when girls say no to him that he is molding me into what he wants and I am helpless to his wiles and desires. I think he did something to me going so deep inside and then mind fucking me the next day with sweet nothings until I fell in love and then he drew back. Now the withdrawal of this obsession grows into a frenzy but if I don’t be cool he won’t be pleased. Just a little here and there a naughty text a good morning text and if he doesn’t respond its even hotter because he isn’t telling me not to text so that means he likes it. His silent approval is so hot.

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? (Check all that apply) Withdrawal

What were your motives for this hookup? Fun, pleasure, horniness, Attraction to partner(s), Learning new things, experimenting, Emotional intimacy, closeness, connection, I was feeling lonely, Power / Dominance, Submission / Relinquishing power

How intoxicated were you? Drunk/high but not wasted

What substances did you consume? Alcohol, Marijuana, hashish

How intoxicated was your partner? Not at all (no alcohol or drugs)

How wanted was this hookup for you at the time? I don’t know / I’m not sure

Did you consent to this hookup at the time? I didn’t give a clear ‘yes’, but I didn’t give a ‘no’

How wanted was this hookup for your partner at the time? I don’t know / I’m not sure

Did your partner(s) consent to this hookup? They gave enthusiastic consent

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? My girlfriend, she just listened and judged silently lol

How would you best summarize people’s reactions about this hookup? I didn’t tell anyone

Did you get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? Not at all

Did your partner get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? Not at all

Do you regret this hookup? Not at all

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? How hot our interaction was. I Am drawn to him

What was the WORST thing about this hookup? Being obsessive

Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? Yes I see I want him to dominate me.

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Very positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? Not at all negative

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