Sort-Of-Forced First MM



What’s your gender? Man
How old are you? 26
What’s your race/ethnicity? Southeast Asian
What continent do you live on? Asia
What country and/or city do you live in? Malaysia
Highest education received: College degree (eg., BA, BS)
What’s your occupation? Events & Marketing
What’s your current relationship status? Single
Religious affiliation: Christian
How religious are you? Very
What’s your sexual orientation? Mostly heterosexual
Any other term(s) that describe your sexuality or sexual identity? Openly dating girls
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? 6
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? 0

Sort-Of-Forced First MM

How long ago did this hookup happen? 29th March 2019

What was your relationship status at the time? Same as current status

How would you best classify this hookup? One-night stand

How long did you know the person before this hookup? For less than a month

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? He was my client from work, a matured local guy in his late 40’s. He had broad shoulders and was married. It was after his event when he invited myself and a few colleagues up to his hotel suite for some drinks. It was a successful event so we thought, why not.

We were drinking, chatting. Around 3am he asked us to stay over but only I agreed because I was staying pretty far away. His female colleague slept in the guest room while I was in the hall on the sofa. He was in his own room.

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? Around 3.45am, felt something caressing my thighs, trailing up to my boxers. Opened my eyes a little and I saw him kneeling next to the sofa. I moved to stop him but he proceeded to pull down my boxers and gave me an envelope with about 3k in cash and told me to keep quiet. He said he’d give me another 2k after he was done.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? He put my cock into his mouth and immediately started sucking. I was literally in shock on what was going on and couldn’t do much. Although I did cum, which he dripped all over my stomach. Then, he went to wash his mouth and when he came back he immediately attacked my neck, bit my nipples, and sucked some more. It was intense. I didn’t really enjoy it, but he clearly did. Then, he turned me over to my back and slapped my ass until it was red and told me to keep quiet again, not wanting to wake his colleague up. Then he buried his face into my ass and rimmed it. He did ask if I wanted to try anal and I said no. He continued rimming me instead and proceeded to stroke his cock before be shot his load all over my ass. It was disgusting.

After that he laid on top of my back and again went about kissing my neck, before licking my ears, nose, and then finally kissing my lips. He turned me over again and continued kissing me. I didn’t kiss back.

How sexually satisfying was this hookup? Not at all

Did you have an orgasm? Yes, one

Did your partner have an orgasm? Yes, multiple

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it the next day? What are/were your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? He cuddled me after he was done, saying how he wanted to have me from the day we met. Although he is married, he does sleep with younger men from time to time.

He made me shower with him after he was done. He went on kissing me all over and attacked my cock again and again. I never wanted any of it.

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? (Check all that apply) No penetrative sex occurred.

What were your motives for this hookup? Intoxication, I didn’t want it but was unable to stop it

How intoxicated were you? A little tipsy/high

What substances did you consume? Alcohol

How intoxicated was your partner? I don’t know

What substances did your partner(s) consume? Alcohol

How wanted was this hookup for you at the time? Not at all

Did you consent to this hookup at the time? I didn’t give a clear ‘yes’, but I didn’t give a ‘no’

How wanted was this hookup for your partner at the time? Very

Did your partner(s) consent to this hookup? They didn’t give a clear ‘yes’, but didn’t give a ‘no’

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? I didn’t share with anyone. I just couldn’t go ahead with sharing.

Did you get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? A little bit

Did your partner get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? Not at all

Do you regret this hookup? Somewhat

Why do you regret this hookup? I wasn’t into it at all. I was forced to accept his pleasure. Basically he paid me for sex.

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? First male to male sex I guess.

What was the WORST thing about this hookup? Everything.

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Not at all positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? Fairly negative

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