by Disabled Sub
What’s your gender? Man
How old are you? 52
What’s your race/ethnicity? White / Caucasian
What continent do you live on? North America
What country and/or city do you live in? Yorktown, Virgina, USA
What’s your sexual orientation? Heterosexual
How long ago did this hookup happen? 2 years ago
What was your relationship status at the time? In a relationship (monogamous)
How would you best classify this hookup? No hookup
How long did you know the person before this hookup? For less than a year
Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? My hook up was a male coworker, we both worked as security officers at the same site. He was just a guy I worked with and I didn’t really think about him before the hookup.
How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? It happened at his place at his Superbowl watch party. I didn’t plan anything.
What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? I was invited to a Superbowl watch party by my coworker. I had told my girlfriend about it and she was fine with it because nothing had ever happened and nothing was expected to happen. It turned out I was the only one who turned up and I was drinking beer for the first time in over 20 years. I had always fantasized about giving a man a blowjob, but had never been attracted to any man before. I guess the alcohol lowered my inhibitions. As half-time was beginning, I told him I was going to get another beer and would get him one. When I came back, I don’t know what came over me, but I got in front of him and dropped to my knees and started loosening his belt. He asked what I was doing, I just told him to relax and enjoy, and I gave my very first blowjob. As I got into it, I was enjoying myself so much, all I could think of was pleasing him. Before long, he stood up and grabbed my hair and started ramming it into my mouth. I was gagging but all I could think was, “Please don’t stop”. And then, he blew his load and I made sure I swallowed every drop. I was so embarrassed that I didn’t stay for the rest of the game.
How sexually satisfying was this hookup? Very
Did you have an orgasm? No, not even close
Did your partner have an orgasm? Yes, one
What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it the next day? What are/were your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? That night, I felt so guilty about what I did, after all, I am a straight male and I had to go to work and confront him. But he made me feel so good with all the things he said and I opened up to him about my BDSM fantasies, how I wanted to be a slave to a Mistress but my girlfriend wasn’t into that. Today, I am his slave. I have not had an erection since that day over 2 years ago, I still dream of women, and would love to serve a woman, but I have a contract with him and do everything in my power to please him.
What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? (Check all that apply) None
What were your motives for this hookup? Fun, pleasure, horniness, Attraction to partner(s), Learning new things, experimenting, Hoping or expecting it would lead to something more
How intoxicated were you? A little tipsy/high
What substances did you consume? Alcohol
How intoxicated was your partner? A little tipsy/high
What substances did your partner(s) consume? Alcohol
How wanted was this hookup for you at the time? I don’t know / I’m not sure
Did you consent to this hookup at the time? I gave enthusiastic consent
How wanted was this hookup for your partner at the time? I don’t know / I’m not sure
Did your partner(s) consent to this hookup? They didn’t give a clear ‘yes’, but didn’t give a ‘no’
Did you get emotionally hurt as a result of this hookup? Not at all
Do you regret this hookup? Not at all
What was the BEST thing about this hookup? He is now my owner
What was the WORST thing about this hookup? There was nothing bad about this hookup
Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? It made me love cock
All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Very positive
All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? Not at all negative
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