by Mae

Gender: Female
Age: 19
Race/ethnicity: Filipino
Current location: Philippines
Highest education received: Some college (currently in college)
Occupation: none
Relationship status: single
Religious affiliation: Catholic
How religious are you? A little
Sexual orientation: Heterosexual
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? 8
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? 0

Till We Meet Again

How long ago did this hookup happen? a week ago

How would you best classify this hookup? friends-with-benefits

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? I met him online July of last year, at a website where you look for, you know. He’s around my age, studying at a university near where I study. He’s good-looking, kind of. I was looking for a fuck buddy, but turns out he’s a virgin and he wants me to be his first. I really can’t argue because he’s one of the very few who decently replied and he’s a bit near my area. And I didn’t regret it – he’s got a huge one! Nowhere near the average in my country. After our first sex, it became a regular thing. We usually do it once a week, but now and then we would skip a week or two due to our personal lives. 

So it has been a year and we’re still on it. As expected, I developed some feelings for him, of course I would. We are ‘friends’-with-benefits. We do stuff aside from the benefit. But I had to end this kind of relationship because I know he’ll never like me more than that.

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? It happened last Monday. I was at school, and he sent a text asking if I could come over the night. I said yes.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? Did you have an orgasm? Did your partner(s)? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? It was only a quick one, but I never expected it to be so hot. It was really late and his parents are coming home soon so we skipped the foreplay part. I gave him a blowjob in the middle of the living room whilst hurrying to remove my pants. Then we did it on the couch, and I was biting my hand because we were really into it and someone might hear me moan. To my surprise, he kissed me while we’re doing it, which never happened for a very long time now. Was he sensing that somehow it’d be our last? Anyhow, we’re both covered in sweat after. Damn, it was like fast food – quick, very tasteful.

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? Did you discuss STI history? That time, we didn’t use condoms

What were your REASONS for having this hookup? To fuck him one last time haha

Were alcohol or drugs involved? If so, how much? Nope. We never really used those

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it? What are your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? Three days after the hook up, I expressed my feelings for him through text. To which he replied a couple of dots, pertaining to speechlessness. I never did it in person because I know it’ll be so awkward. I’m sure he’ll not bother me anymore. I expect everything be over now. It was one hell of a year. I’m not doing this any longer.

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? Only told it to a friend (an openminded guy) He said he’s proud that I already ended the stupid set-up

Was this a consensual and/or wanted experience for you? For your partner? Pretty much, yes

Do you regret this hookup? If so, why? I guess I don’t.

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? How about the WORST? Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? The best thing is he kissed me, haha. Nothing worst about the hookup, but I was hoping we talked after the deed, like we always do. I left right after prepping up because someone will come very soon. What I don’t like about having sex with someone my age is that they’re too poor to pay for a room and that they don’t own a friggin place. It’s so wrong timing

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Fairly positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? A little negative

Anything else you want to add about this hookup or anything else? This is random. but older guys are still the best when it comes to bed!

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