by Saul

Gender: Male
Age: 29/22 Then
Race/ethnicity: White
Location: Pacific Northwest
Highest education received: College degree (eg., BA, BS)
Occupation: Bookkeeper
Relationship status: Single
Religious affiliation: Christian
How religious are you? A little
Sexual orientation: Heterosexual
How many sexual partners have you had in your life (including oral sex)? 15
How many hookup stories have you here posted before? One

Why I Don’t Date Coworkers

How long ago did this hookup happen? Seven Years

How would you best classify this hookup? Short Fling

Tell us about your PARTNER(S). What did they look like? How well did you know them, had you hooked up before? How/Where did you meet them? How did you feel about them before the hookup? Dawn was a short brunette who is maybe 5’4”. She was pretty thin and with a small chest.  Dawn was attractive but overly pretty. She was a bit older than me, 32 then. In college I worked at a convenience store/gas station (where I come from we still have full service gas) part time to pay my bills. Dawn started working there a few months before we hooked up. I didn’t like her that much, she had been given a lot of my hours and responsibilities and I resented her for it. However I always tried to be civil with Dawn and helped her out. We worked a lot of nights late together closing out the store. We had talked a few times and I knew she had a twelve year old daughter.

How/where did the hookup BEGIN? What led to it? Was planning involved? Who instigated it? Dawn’s car had broken down a few days prior and Dawn was going to walk home, about half an hour or a quick drive. I was a little uncomfortable about a woman walking home at night so I offered her a ride.
I dropped Dawn by her apartment and she invited me inside. She offered me a Mike’s because she knew I didn’t like beer. I sat down to watch some TV as Dawn sent her friend home and then went into her bedroom. She came out in a very short skirt and revealing tank top and I could tell she was not wearing a bra. Dawn sat down next to me and we spoke briefly, she put her hand on my thigh and then moved it to my crotch. I was aware of how little Dawn was wearing and how close she was and I remember she smelled really nice. Dawn straddled me and put her hands on my face and we made out. She then leaned forward and licked my ear and whispered it had been far too long since she had sex and she was horny, and wanted me to fuck her.

What happened DURING the hookup? What sexual behaviors took place (e.g., oral, vaginal, anal, kinky stuff)? How did you feel during it? Did you have an orgasm? Did your partner(s)? How did they behave toward you? Were they a good lover? What did you talk about? How did it end? Dawn asked if we could move to her bedroom to avoid disturbing her daughter. Once in her bedroom we really gave into lust and tore each other’s clothes off, I did end up ripping her top. Dawn was actually pretty fit and her breasts were a nice B cup. I like boobs a lot, but during sex I am more into the ones on the woman I am with than about size. I licked and sucked them for a few minutes and Dawn liked it.
Dawn turned over and wanted me to fuck her in doggie style and I did. This was before my back injury so sex was something far different for me then. She was pretty loud, kept moaning and screaming yes.  Dawn actually orgasamed first, I did a few minutes later and collapsed on top of her. We laid there for a while and I rubbed her back.
Eventually Dawn asked me to turn over and she began to give me oral. Dawn was pretty good at this but I did not finish since she didn’t want to eat cum, and she mounted me and brought my hands to her breasts and I finished inside her, I don’t remember if Dawn orgasmed or not.
We fucked one more time that night, just standard missionary with a lot of kissing. I fell asleep after, and awoke the next morning naked lying face down with my hand on her ass.  Dawn woke up a little after and we fucked one more time.

What precautions did you take to prevent STIs and pregnancy? Did you discuss STI history? We were safe that first night but not that much after, Dawn did get pregnant. She said she was on the pill but apparently that is not one hundred percent effective.

What were your REASONS for having this hookup? I was young and horny and Dawn was willing.

Were alcohol or drugs involved? If so, how much? One Mike’s each that first night, some other alcohol throughout our fling.

What happened AFTER the hookup? How did you feel about it? What are your expectations/hopes for the future with this person? How do you feel about them now? I went home for a while, I was sore and had fingernail marks on my chest and back. Dawn and I spent the next six weeks together fucking constantly, every night and usually several times a day. I have never had that much sex in such a short period of my life before or since. There was something animalistic about it all and Dawn and I were all over each other. I was surprised, she was so quiet and put together most of the time but I do not use the term hellcat in the bedroom lightly.  
At work we were a little handsy in private and I grabbed her and put my hands on her a few times in the back and the cooler. However nights tended to be pretty quiet and more than a few times Dawn and I fucked in the bathroom more than a few times. However a customer came in and complained he had not been served, and my boss showed us a video of us going into the men’s room and coming out about twenty minutes later. He told us to end it or he would fire us both. I ended up quitting, had been looking for an excuse to for a while.
However I feel the forbidden aspect of the relationship was a big part of the draw, Dawn and I ended things a week later since the fire was out of it. I didn’t hear from her for a while but five months later she called me out of the blue and asked to see me. She dropped by my place late one evening.
Dawn took her jacket off and was already showing.  Dawn said she was five months pregnant and I was the father and brought my hand to her midsection and her bulge. I was scared at first, but I love my daughter. Dawn stayed over that night, and we actually slept together a few days later. Pregnant sex is something weird, trust me.
Dawn and her other daughter lived with my parents while she was pregnant and for a few months after. With my daughter Dawn is still in my life and I have lost track of how many times we have hooked up for a night, a few nights or a weekend over the years. Dawn and I do like to get together and fuck when we are not in relationships. We have considered trying a relationship a few times but decided for our daughter’s sake unless we were sure it works out that we had best not. She is my daughter’s mother and I will always care about her, but all we can have is some intense casual sex once in a while.

To whom did you talk about the hookup? How did they react? As Dawn did have my daughter everyone knew about us. However as I said my boss was really angry when he found out and I quit.

Was this a consensual and/or wanted experience for you? For your partner? For both of us very much

Do you regret this hookup? If so, why? Losing my job over this hookup was stupid, and while I love my daughter I do regret the mistake of not being safe and knocking Dawn up.

What was the BEST thing about this hookup? How about the WORST? Has this hookup changed the way you think about casual sex, sexuality, or yourself in general? Letting go and having some great sex. Worst part was being forced to quit my job. Having my daughter changed my life a great deal, I have a kid forever but I love her and try to see her when I can. I really enjoyed my time with Dawn and the sex was incredible.

All things considered, how POSITIVE was this experience? Very positive

All things considered, how NEGATIVE was this experience? A little negative

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